The Hemmings Twins

Untitled Part 30

THE HEMMINGS TWINS

CHAPTER 30

LILIA P.O.V 

ONE MONTH LATER 13 WEEKS PREGNANT (May Dax is nine months old)

Tour started very quickly and I could tell that the boys were more stressed than they've ever been. I tried my best to stay out of the way and to keep Dax out of their way. I made sure that food was ready for them the minute they got off stage. Every night after a show they would go out and party, leaving me and Dax alone on either the tour bus or in a hotel room. 

I had to admit, traveling the world with them was amazing and I was so excited to teach Dax about different cultures and maybe teach him a few words in different languages. I was feeding Dax after a show ended, he had cried the entire show because he missed Mike. 

"Why is he still awake? It's way passed his bed time." Michael asked coming into the room a sweaty mess. 

"He wouldn't fall asleep until he saw you." I sighed at him. I could tell Michael was annoyed with it, I was too. I had been up since 5:30 with Dax, and now it's nearing 11. 

"Babe, what the-" He stopped himself from saying the word knowing Dax would try to say back at us. 

"I'm sorry." I answered standing up from the floor where I was feeding Dax holding the spoon and baby food jar. 

"No you're not. You let him stay up way passed his bed time all because he wanted to see me? Well we're going out to party. I was expecting to be able to just go and now I have to deal with him." He said which broke my heart because he should never have to deal with our son. I looked down trying my hardest not to cry. 

"Just go, I'll take care of him." I whispered putting the jar and spoon down grabbing a very tired looking Dax from his arms. I walked away back to the tour bus where me and Dax were going to stay. I never wanted to shove our child on Michael and make Dax feel like a burden. I tried my hardest to calm him down and when nothing worked I sat him on the floor looking at him. "Do you want a popsicle?" I questioned and he looked at me nodding. I grabbed one for him handing it to him before sitting back down on the couch looking at him. 

He slowly ate it and I tried my hardest not to fall asleep. He eventually stood on the side of the couch reaching for me and I lifted him into my arms sitting him on my lap where he rested his head on my chest. And that's where we both fell asleep. 

The tour bus door opened around four in the morning and loud laughs filled the bus and even though they woke me up, I kept my eyes closed, fearing that I would cry if I saw Michael. I wrapped my arms tighter around Dax so no one would try to take him from my chest. 

"Lilia? Do you want to come to bed?" Michael asked. 

"No." I answered keeping my eyes closed. 

"Oh, okay." He said before walking away. I let the tears slip out of eyes before quickly wiping them away. The next morning they were up early while I made myself breakfast keeping an eye on Dax who was still sleeping. Michael kissed my cheek before leaving the tour bus and going to sound check before doing other band things. 

I looked down at the small bump that was growing on my stomach and I hated it. I didn't want it anymore. I had no idea what was going on with Michael and why he was being so short with me and I didn't want to have another baby if our relationship wasn't going to work out. My phone buzzed beside me and Scarlett's face popped up on the screen as I answered the Facetime call. 

"Hey." I smiled at her and she smiled back at me.

"What's wrong?" She questioned. 

"So much." I looked at her sighing. "I want to come home." I cried into the phone and she started to freak out.