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enchanted: chapter two
" what do you say. y/n? " petra beams, " is this colour fine? "
y/n nods, forcing a smile. " everything looks good on you, petra. "
after she had forced mikasa to sleep and laid in her bed, she had went through every stage of emotions.
she hated petra for being the one, the distaste she felt as she realized the strawberry blonde haired girl was just so lucky.
but then she hated levi for letting her down so harshly.
she hated her heart.
then she hated herself. in the end, her own emotions hurt her, no one else. she concluded blaming levi or petra was useless when she was so far in her imaginary world, assuming levi likes her.
when the sun rose again, when she stood under the shower, she concluded it was her fault again for expecting so much from the world.
y/n has always lived a dark life, from underground to survey corps...death, violence, blood, pain, suffering....they're her friends.
but levi had made the overall impact of those things softer, shielding her body with his from the pain everytime he had hugged her. he made her believe in hope again, in the cruel world again.
but in the end...she thinks sadly, he was the one to cause all the pain even though he might not be aware.
love was surely painful when you have hope. she blinks as petra snaps her fingers in front of her, raising an eyebrow.
" it's my wedding! " she mused, the underlying snark making y/n ashamed, " why are you daydreaming? "
" i didn't get much sleep. " she muttered, " sorry. "
petra rolls her eyes, " but i really need to decide this. hurry and tell me which suits. "
" okay. "
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mikasa clenched and unclenched her fists for the nth time. armin and eren glance at her worried, " mikasa, are you okay? you haven't been eating. "
mikasa slumps, slumping as she looked at her food. " i feel bad. " she breathes out, " i feel so bad for n/n. "
" n/n? where is she? "
eren looks around, spotting her sitting among a bunch of girls, petra with bunch of jewelry around the table while y/n sits beside her looking lost.
" oh. " he mumbles softly, he hadn't thought about it too much when petra had announced her wedding with levi two days ago. he knew petra has liked the captain for so long now.
