Ruined With Me

PROLOGUE

PROLOGUE 1

"Let you go? Never. It will never happen. I will calm myself using you, by torturing you."

What the hell was he saying?

A gasp escaped my lips as he suddenly pulled me closer. I stared at him wide-eyed, placing my hands on his chest to keep some distance.

"Bu-but why-" I started, but stopped when I saw the terrifying look in his eyes. I gathered all my remaining strength to ask, "W-why me?"

"Because you remind me of her." He said, his eyes darkening with some unfathomable emotion. It was clear he wasn't fully in control, his anger blinding him.

Her?

Who was he talking about?

Her wife?

I knew his wife had died three months ago, but how could I remind him of her? I didn't even know her, had never seen her.

"So?" I asked, trying to control my tears. I couldn't understand why it mattered if I reminded him of her. What did he want from me? Why had he kidnapped me?

I flinched when he wiped my tears with his lips, his touch sending chills down my spine. He was terrifying.

His touch, his voice, his intense eyes, his closeness-every part of him scared me to my core.

I was pulled from my thoughts when he tightened his grip on my hair, pulling my face even closer to his. Our faces were now inches apart, and I could feel his warm breath on my skin.

"So, I brought you here for-" he began, nuzzling his face into my neck and inhaling deeply, sending shivers through my entire body. I clutched his hands tighter in anticipation, my breath coming in heavy gasps as I wasn't used to such close proximity.

He lifted his head from my neck after a moment and looked straight into my teary eyes. His next words sent a cold chill down my spine, leaving me unable to think straight.

"To ruin you with me."

PROLOGUE 2

"You still didn't forgotten her." I'm talking to myself, but it's came out loud to hear him.

He came closer to my face and again fistful my hair is in his fist firmly. More tears flow out from my eyes when I looked no emotion in his eyes.

"Did you really think, I married you because I like you." He said and my breath hitch because of his cruel words.

"Have you forgotten why I married you?" He asked and tightened his grip on my hair. I'm feeling pain there but not more than my heart.

"I will ruin you and calm down myself. You have to ruin with me-"

"Why, huh? Why I have to ruin with you. What I did to get this cruel punishment?" I yelled at him cutting him off as his nonsense talk not helping me.

"Just because I remind her of you. There is no valid reason for you to treating me like this." I again yelled and pushed him, but he didn't bulge from his place.

My breath stuck in my throat when I looked his dangerous face. He wrapped his both hands around my neck and tighten his grip.

I started wiggling in his arms as I can't breathe normally. I have to breathe from my mouth. Tears started flowing from my eyes and it's didn't affect him.

"You crossed your limit." He hissed near my ear and slammed his self in me, completely unaware of the pain he is giving to me.

I lost my last hope that he will change, and we live like family.

I lost my self in changing him, saving him from his alone world.

I lost my soul infront of his anger, infront of his lust.

I hate him.

I hate him the most in this world because-

He ruined me!