Rejected.

A note from me to y'all:

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"What to wear, what to wear?" I mumbled to myself, as I looked through all the dresses in my closet before giving up and heading to Neena's closest since she had better clothes than me. Tonight was the night

Will officially joined the pack. We hadn't really spoken much, since yesterday we had been in the hospital and today I was caught up trying to find the perfect dress. After five more minutes of going through Neena's closet, I finally have up and decided to put on make up first. I don't really put on make up so it goes without saying that I suck at it but I had been hoping for a miracle.... But I had no such luck therefore I spent another five minutes sitting on the floor whining at the fact that even make up couldn't make me pretty.

"I'm an ugly person and you can't make an ugly person pretty, no matter how much make up you use" okay so I wasn't really ugly, but I wasn't pretty either. You'd think that having blonde hair and blue eyes would mean I was gorgeous but some how I still managed to be 'average'

"Shanan is that you?" Great as if my day wasn't bad enough now I had a witness to my self-pitying as well

"Shanan?" The voice called again and this time I recognised whose voice it was

"Go away, Will" I mumbled, I was still not finished with feeling sorry for myself.

"Don't tell me what to do, stupid" he retorted and can I just say; Hurtful.

"And I see your the same old jerk" I said absentmindedly, going back to looking through Neena's clothes

"Why would I be any different?" Seriously guys could be so oblivious sometimes.

"Because of the mating" werewolves usually acted all sweet and nice and lovey dovey towards one another but then there was me and Will....

"Shanan you do realise that the mating doesn't change anything right? We're not actual mates so we can just go on to hating each other like we usually do" hate? Seriously he hated me? I shouldn't have expected anything more from Will, he was a jerk and nothing would ever change that.

"Whatever Will, just get out of my room" I said

"Gladly" as he left I heard him mutter something under his breathe

"What was that?" I asked, challenge clear in my voice

"I said becoming your mate was a big mistake" he said

"Becoming my mate was the only way to save my life. Do you regret saving me Will?" He stood there silently which only made me angrier

"Answer the bloody question Will. Do. You. Regret. Saving. Me?" There was a part of me that hoped he would answer no but that part of me was horribly shattered and disappointed when Will spoke

"Yes I regret saving your life. Your a selfish person who only thinks about herself and it would have been better if I had just let you die" Will and I knocked heads a lot but never would I have thought he would say something so hurtful. I felt the remnants of my heart shatter, I know it sounded as though I was exaggerating, but Will was my mate and it was his job to care for me. It had hurt when he had rejected me but at this moment I was feeling a pain that was more immense than the pain of being rejected. Because my mate had just admitted to wanting me dead.

"Well you might just just get what you want". People found reasons to live, they found inspirations, motivations, they found love. I used to have those but I lost them four years back when I left my pack and now I had nothing. I had absolutely no reason to keep trying fight my past, I was drained from the hardships of my life and it was time for me to give up. If the one person who was destined to love me didn't love me then what chance did I have of a stranger loving me. I had no chance, it was over before it started, it was time to just stop running and by that I didn't mean moving on I meant that I was giving up because life had given me no reason to fight but before I went down I was going to pay a special visit to the people who had made my life a living hell. The people who I had run away from. The people who were the reason behind me pushing Will away. The people who would be coming down with me. It was time to pay dear old daddy a visit.