🦋 Healing 🦋

Deal? 🤝

Previously......

Hyun: You know somewhere I am right and you hate me for that. *Sips on her juice*

Now...

Yoongi: But you didn't reply to my question. You agreed to marry a person without knowing the person, why?

Hyun took a minute to reply.

Hyun: They say parents never take any bad decisions for children. I am trying to figure if it's true or not.

Yoongi: What if the marriage doesn't work out?

Hyun: At least no one will blame me as you are their choice not mine.

Yoongi felt a little bad when she said he was not her choice.

Hyun: I know you don't want to marry me but the choice is not mine. You can reject me if you want and you are free to do that. I won't stop you besides it seems you didn't even want to meet me.

Yoongi: You are right. I was not gonna come today but then.....

Flashback...

Yoongi: They want me to meet some girl for marriage.

Namjoon: Hmm...So meet the girl once.
Yoongi: Seriously Namjoon, you are talking like my parents. You know I'll be leaving for military soon. Also our fans, what will be their reaction? Also I don't want to get married.

Namjoon: Hyung, today or later, you have to marry someone. Everyone including fans knows it well. About going to military, it's about one year not the whole life. Plus it's still not time for your enlisting. Most importantly, I am saying just to meet her. Neither we, BTS, not your parents or the fans want bad for you.

Yoongi: Fine. I'll go.

Flashback Ends.

Yoongi didn't show but he felt bad for saying things like this on her face. But Hyun Jin understood that.

Hyun: Don't feel bad. Even if you had ghosted me, I wouldn't feel bad.

Yoongi was shocked because of that.

Yoongi: You...how-
Hyun: Actually, you and I are kinda same. You had scars in your life and you healed yourself which you think basically.
Yoongi: I did heal myself. *Annoyed*
Hyun:Let me finish. *Calm* I also have scars and I couldn't heal myself. Now speaking about your healing, you did but not fully. You still hate rain.

Yoongi: I don't hate rain. I just don't like rain.

Hyun: Fine let's say you don't like rain. But I like rain.

Yoongi: So what? You want me to play in rain with you? *Duh tone*

Hyun started to laugh. That was her genuine laugh after long time.

Hyun: No... I wanna make you love the rain.
Yoongi: So you want to change me.
Hyun: I want to heal you.
Yoongi: Who the hell are you to heal me? And I already healed. Don't try to make yourself special. *Irritated*

Hyun: *calm smile* You hate rain because something bad happened when it was raining. Even after healing you don't like rain because you haven't forget that incident till this day and rain makes you remember bad memories.

Yoongi was angry. Angry with her and himself because she was right. But he couldn't digest the fact that the person in front of him knows him better than him.

Yoongi: What are you? A psychiatrist?

Hyun: Unfortunately no, but since I have no option to marry you, I want to give it a try. Yes, I am not special but honestly speaking neither you are. Even if it was another person instead of you, I would say the same.

Yoongi: What?

Hyun: Let's have a deal. Let's heal each other.

Yoongi: What if we destroy each other instead of healing?

Hyun: 'What if' means we have 50-50 chances. I just can offer you to have a risk.

Yoongi: Will it be worth?

Hyun: 2010, if you had not go against your dad and fight for your dreams and left for Seoul, you were not the 'SUGA' you are now, right? So if we don't take risks, we will never know.

Yoongi: You know, I'll be going to military after this year, right?

Hyun: We won't be needed so much time and if everything would be alright, I won't mind waiting one year for you.

Yoongi stopped talking and started thinking. Hyun Jin is right with her logic. The woman is perfect. That's what he thought.

Hyun: Trust me, I am not perfect. In fact, no one is. And there are some things about me, I don't know if I can tell you that now.

Yoongi was taken aback. He thought once if she could read minds.

Yoongi: Do you somehow read minds?

Hyun: *Laughing* I don't. But I think life taught me some real things and also as this is human nature we are talking about. So, what's your answer?

Yoongi: Deal.

Hey guys, so today I tried to make the chapter long and trust me this is so tiresome but yeah hopefully you guys will like it.

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