🦋 Healing 🦋

Confession

Weeks later,

Yoongi did all the things to make sure Mr. Choi get the punishment that he deserved. About Hyun, yes, they couldn't find her. There's a saying 'if a person himself doesn't want something, no one can make him to do that'. Maybe she don't want them to find her. Yoongi needed time to find her which he didn't have because day by day, it was time for him going for his duties to his country. But he was not ready for it. He wanted to meet her before going to military. But maybe luck was not in his favour.

3 days before going to military,

Yoongi was in weverse live with army's. He was reading comment in his mind. Most were like this.....

*Oppa, you seem tired.*

*Are you okay? Take a good rest*

*Oppa take a rest*

Everyone could notice he was not alright. He normally was talking but at times, he zoned out. He wanted to share with them everything. He was preparing himself for that. It won't be either easy for him or them to tell and digest the fact. He was also afraid if the army's get upset with the matter that he hid his marriage thingy for that long time. Taking a deep breath, he started to talk.

Yoongi: Today I want to say something. It is about me. Not about going to military, it's something more personal. But at first, I am sorry but maybe I am gonna hurt you bad by saying this.

(Yoongi took a long pause)

Yoongi: Some months ago, I got married privately. It was arranged by our parents. Umm...we somewhere made a deal of marriage about healing each other. Being there for each other because actually it feels great if someone is there for you when you need to talk. But I took it for granted. Mostly I took her for granted and never behaved like that like she deserved. But recently, I did something that hurt her self-respect probably and now things are over. *Smile with pain* We didn't get many memories together but she gave me some really happy moments. She made me love rain. She changed me at somewhere. She made me love her. Yes, I do lover her but they say 'we don't care about what we have but when we lost the thing we actually realize the value of that thing or person but it is too late by then'. I don't know if I am late or not, but I know I don't have time to find her and apologize her now as my enlisting has been done and I am going like in 3 days. But..but...I will find her after coming back. I will find you, jagiya.

Many army's took the news as a positive whereas some toxic army's tried to spread hatred but indeed some were upset that Yoongi hid this news for long. They felt betrayed. But some genuine army's who were genuinely happy for him made a hashtag trend on Twitter.
#pleasecomebacktoyoongi

The news spreaded like a wild fire. Media, dispatch, social media, fans, other idols everyone was talking about it. Hybe was not really happy with the decision as he didn't tell them before. They wanted a proper discussion but didn't say anything because it's his choice and they knew  Yoongi won't listen to anyone.

Comments...

"We are not trustworthy that he didn't tell us.🙂"

"I don't know what happened. But Yoongi love you girl. We can see love for you through his eyes. Sort it out."

"At least meet him once before he leaves😭"

"Maybe some slut she is! Yoongi deserve better."

"How dare she hurt our lil meow meow?!😠"

Another hashtag were trending by the haters.
#youdon'tdeserveyoongi

Somewhere in the world,

A woman is sitting on her sofa while her eyes were glued to her laptop screen watching all the news about Yoongi's marriage smiling at herself through pain. She put her hand on the screen where yoongi's picture were displayed.

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