🦋 Healing 🦋

The truth Untold

Flashback,

Hyun: I think Jungkook and others don’t like me that much. In fact, they hate me. But honestly, I don't care. I know who I am, what I am. I don’t need anyone’s judgement or justification to know me.

Jin: It's not like that. They don’t hate you. It’s just that they are afraid that you might hurt their hyung as.....*cuts off*

Hyun: As he was cheated on before?

Jin and Hobi looked at her and gave her a nod.

Hyun: You know...everyone knows that he was cheated on before but what no one knows is that I was cheated on too.

Jin and Hobi looked at each other and then looked at her feeling bad.

Hyun: When we crave for love in the family but don’t get, we search it in outside world. I did that too but being the unlucky one like my parents say always I got betrayed in the middle of that. *bitter smile* So, I won't hurt anyone like I got hurt.

Hobi: Do you think you deserve him?

Hyun: Of course. I deserve him. I deserve the world. But he doesn’t deserve me.

Jin and Hobi were shocked at her statement.

Hyun: Because he deserves someone better than me, someone who can make him laugh, someone who is more cheerful. Like he is introvert, he needs someone extrovert which I am not. I am very hideous and mysterious. I can't express myself. I can't express my happiness, pain or any kind of feelings.

There was whole minute of silence between them. No one talked. Hyun was starring at the sky. She looked at them.

Hyun: Actually, I don't like skin ship. Now you will say so do Yoongi. But for me, it's different because the reason of me disliking skin ship is different and I buried down the reason deep in my heart. I don't think I could share that to anyone. You know, I get uncomfortable with people's touch easily even if they are not bad touching me and it was same for Robin, my ex. But it's not same for Yoongi. I don't know why I feel comfortable at his touch. I don't flinch maybe because....

Jin and Hobi became curious.

Hyun: Maybe because I started to feel something for him. I just don't know is it so soon to say that I love him? I don't know if it is love or not though. But I definitely feel something around him. You know I don't feel emotions easily or maybe I do but I don't show. But this one feeling.......I don't know what to say but I am not gonna hurt him for sure. Maybe in just a few days, he became precious to me. But honestly speaking, I am also scared, scared to disappoint him.

There was a moment of silence.

Hyun: Just like you guys are afraid that I might hurt him, I am also afraid being a bad luck to him. Maybe that's why I don't expect anything from him or from life.

Flashback Ends.

Yoongi was feeling stupid and empty in his heart. He was looking down the whole time.

Jin: Yoongi, just like you are my brother. I thought of her as my sister because talking with her that day, I knew that girl needs love in her life. But.....now I have nothing to say.

Yoongi: Hyung, she loved me? *Almost crying*

Hobi: Yes hyung. Yes.....

Jin: Go and find her.

Yoongi: I am not able to reach her, hyung. What should I do? *Looks at him with tearful eyes*

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