forgiveness

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u had woke up to georg making breakfast. "oh good morning y/n/n" georg said "goodmorning" u said sitting up "wait why am i here?" u said "u dint remember?" "no..ohh yea" u say as ur smile faded away. "it's gonna be ok, just u need to push it threw today,yall are gonna be singing tog-" georg started "SHIT THE CONCERT,WHY DIDNT U WAKE ME UP?!" u said "bc u were sleeping so peaceful" "DUDE I TAKE FOREVER TO GET READY,U SHOULD KNOW THAT" u said running to the door, "oh yea,well hurry up,I made u breakfast" georg says as u ran out.

u ran to ur room and hesitated as u opened it. "oh hey y/n!" tom said "hey" u said. u look over and see bill. he sees u and u look away.

u go over to yalls room to change. as u were grabbing ur clothes,u look over and see a picture of u and bill kissing in the rain. u wanted to cry but u couldn't 'I mean cmon,it's just a break,not a break up..' u say to urself

*timeskip*

u walk out and see the others. "ur breakfast kinda burnt,bc SOMEONE,said he could finish but burnt it" georg said looking over at tom "IM SORRY OK" tom said fighting back "it's ok,I'm not hungry" u said. "but u need to eat?" Gustav said "no fr its ok" u said walking over .

"we can stop by McDonald's and get breakfast?" bill suggested. u look over at him and u can tell he was crying 'why was be crying,he didn't trust me...' u think to urself "um yea im cool with that" u said and he nods .

about 30 minutes later yall leave and head to McDonald's .

*timeskip*

yall arrived to the concert so yall could help set up. yalls manager opens the bus door and fans are already there,of course.

as yall walked out bill waited for u. he knew how u got when that many fans were there. u didn't even mind him,u just walked with him.

as yall got inside he said "u ok?" "yea,thank u" u said and he nods.

*more timeskipss*

it was officially time for the concert. u were nervous. 'oh God I have to perform with bill'. u kept having thoughts go thru ur head. georg noticed.

"Hey u ok?" he ask "huh what? oh yea im fine,I'm js nervous " u said "why bc of bill?" "yea..." "it will be fine,I'm sure he is nervous too,it's gonna be ok" he said and he hugs u.

"Hey yall ready?" Tom says walking up. yall nod and walk over. "ok let's go" bill says and yall walk out

u got even more anxious as there were like 1m people there.
bill looks over at u and noticed u were nervous. u felt somebody looking at u so u turn over and see him looking.

he nods at u and u slowly smile. 'let the concert begin..' u think to urself

"WHATS UP EVERYBODY!!!" bill says and the crowd screams.

after the lovely intro,it was time to sing 'cmon y/n,u can do this. u always do it' u think to urself.

yall started with schrei and it went good. after that bill started talking and u looked over at tom. he gives u "are u ok?" look and u nod. he smiles and u smile back.

u look over at bill and he looks happy. u were happy to know he was happy.

he sees u looking and smiles as he's talking. 'god I need this break to end,wait I'm the one that said we needed a break,God what am I doing'u think.

*after the concert*

"WE LOVE YALL!" u and bill say in sync. as yall walk off. u and bill were about to hug but yall realized and didn't.

the manager walks up and says "y/n we need to talk".
u got a little scared but nodded and walked off.

"yea what's up?" u ask "what was that?u seemed so down,sad,what's going on with u?" "oh..." u start "well I, I um" u tried thinking of a lie "well?" "I just didn't really sleep good last night,I'm sorry" "it's ok,but sleep good bc u have another concert tomorrow ". u nodded and walked off.

as u were walking bill walked up. "Hey y/n,dont listen to him,u sounded great!" he says trying to cheer u up. "oh thank u,u did too" u say.

after a few moments bill speaks up. "hey can we talk?" he said. u turned around and didn't anwser. soon then u said "yea,ok" u said.

yall walk over to the corner. "so?" u say. bill stood there not knowing what to say.

after a few moments Tom walked up and said "hey homies,whats happening". yall look over and gustav and georg walk up. "u always ruin the moment" gustav says as him and georg pull him away. "um ok then " bill says looking over and u laugh

soon after bill says "ok y/n,ik were on a break,but ur all I think about. I miss u so much,I didn't sleep last night,I need u, please,I'm sorry I didn't believe, I was stressed and I fr didn't know what to think,y/n ur my everything,I need u,I hate myself for not trusting,I really do,just please come ba-" he starts

u then kiss him and he is in shock.

after a few moments yall let go. "bill,I wanted a break for u to calm down. I understand u didn't believe me bc u were stressed and I understand,I was just worried I was in ur way" u said

"but ur not,y/n I'm even more stressed without u" he says "fr?" "yes".

yall then kiss again and the guys say "awwww" in sync.
yall let go and just laugh.

*timeskip*

yall were walking out and fans were piling up. they were in awe of u and bill as yall were holding hands.

yall sign auto graphs,take photos,etc.

once yall get in the bus u sit next to bill. "I missed u" u say "yea me too" he says and kisses ur forehead.

*more timskip*

yall arrive to the hotel and head to yalls rooms. u jump on his bed and say "I missed this,even tho it was 1 night,that couch hurt". Bill laugh and sat next to u.

"ur really beautiful" he said. ur face turned red and u said "no I'm not,but ty" "but u are" he said coming closer.

yall then start to make out. you wrap ur arms around his neck as yall stand up and he wraps his around ur waist.

after a every few second yall let go to breathe but always smash ur lips back tg. u moved ur hands to his face holding it.

a few minutes later gustav walks in. "Hey gu-" he starts. yall let go and look over "um". "heyyy" u say. "KITTEN WHISKERS HOW COULD U" he says "QUIT CALLING ME THAT" u say "NO,also nvm,contuine making out " gustav said walking out.

"anyways ima go change" u say. "ok" bill says .

after u changed and took off ur makeup u jumped on the bed. soon then bill walked out. he changed and took his makeup off too.

he crawled in next to u and said "now where were we".
yall start making out again.

after a while yall stopped and cuddled as u went to sleep. "I love u bill" u said "I love u too,sleep good meine leibe" he said kissing u as u drift off.

HEY POOKIESS.sorry I didn't update yesterday,I kinda didn't want to lmao. anywho the break over yall happy? oh and again me nd SemiButACircle did this againnn
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