safe with me

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hey,so this chapter is gonna be like abuse,self harm,body shaming, hating ur body(ur perfect tho♡) but yea js a heads up!

"dad..." u said backing up as he walked over. u looked at Alex as he gave u a scared look. u looked at mia who seems so happy.

"y/n honey...me and ur father got back together!!!!" she said happy.

tears filled in ur eyes. u grabbed ur bags and ran up to ur room "give her some time and she will come around" ur mom said to ur dad

u jumped on ur bed crying so hard.

a few moments later u heard a knock "go away" u said "it's just me" Alex said slowly opening the door. u sat up as he shut the door and walked over. he sat next to u on ur bed "are u ok?" Alex asked "do u think I'm ok?! he left us for years and he kept showing up,AND THEIR BACK TOGETHER WHAT DO U THINK" u said not realizing u snapped at him "shit I'm sorry there is just so many things going thru my head right now.." u said "Hey it's ok,I snapped at mom too when I heard,but I wanna let u know,dad isn't how he used to be,he drinks everyday and threatens to hit mia,but I dont let him,and istg if he tries to hit u I will murder him" Alex said. u smiled and hugged him

"go get ur guitar and come in here" u said "OH YEA YAYYY" he said jumping up and u giggled.

he came back in and started to teach him

soon after a while he got the hang of it. u even teached him how to play rette mich.

he was really good at it "ok I'm gonna go,love u sis" he said "ok love u too" u said as he walked out.

u went over to ur vanity and just stared at urself. u felt so ugly. u didn't understand how a fine ass man like bill would like u.

u pulled up ur hoodie to check how fat u looked. u felt really fat. u threw on some sweats and took ur makeup off.

after that u heard a bang on the door. it scared u so u jumped but u said come in. ur dad walked in and locked the door.

u stood up backing up as he walked over "dad..." u said "how dare u not FUCKING ACCEPT ME TO BE UR DAD AGAIN" he said slapping u.

tears filled ur eyes as u got scared. he slapped u multiple times. "STAY UR ASS HERE" he said as u were whimpering on the ground. he went down stairs and grabbed an empty beer bottle. as he walked back in u noticed it and got even more scared. he was about to hit u until Alex came up and stopped him. it hit him instead "DONT U FUCKING TOUCH HER" Alex said. ur dad swung around hitting Alex with the bottle "ALEX!" u said worried. he seemed fine tho.

Alex punch him knocking him out. "GO NOW!" he said and u ran out. Alex brought ur dad and threw him on the couch u. u were in the kitchen trying to find the first aid kit. "Alex come" u said and he walked over.

u fixed him up and u went up stairs. u got ur makeup and tried to cover the marks.

as u were doing it u got a call.

*incoming call from bill💞*

"HIII MEINE LIEBEEEE" bill said

"Hey bill!" u said trying to be happy

"mein liebling whats wrong?" he asked

u stayed silent then said "it's nothing I'm just tired"

"u sure?"

"mhm" u said

"ok well whatcha been up too?" he asked

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