Happiness (Ciel X Lizzy) SEQUEL UP NOW

"What is love?"

Hi, I'm terribly sorry for the late update. I got a Windows phone and they don't have Wattpad on their store, but now that I've got a tablet I can actually update. I'm sorry if my writing seems a little down, I'm going through some boy drama of my own. The updates will be short for a bit but they'll be more constant.

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LIZZY'S P.O.V

I sat on my bed, releasing a small sigh. I hate this. I hate drama. I hate how two important people in my life couldn't stand one another. I hate loving someone who made me feel like this. Yes, at times Ciel made me feel like I could walk on water, but I can't stand this. I can't stand the drama.

What do I do? Do I give up my best friend? Even if I did do that it wouldn't help... Ciel's angry over the stupid article. If Ciel loves me truly, then a silly article shouldn't upset him. Am I in love with someone who doesn't love me? Did I sleep with someone I shouldn't have? Am I with the right person? Does he even care for me or is he just going with the arrangement? Is this even love? What is love?

Gosh, what did I get myself into? I'm young, stupid, and in love with someone I don't understand. I'm not even sure if I understand myself... I just feeling like collapsing on my bestfriend's shoulder and do nothing but cry.

Ciel drives me crazy, he wears me out, he makes me feel alive. Ciel means the world to me but loving him feels like hell sometimes.

I don't want to worry. I still have plenty of time until Ciel and I marry. I have plenty of time to figure out how I feel about everything. As far as I'm concerned Ciel and I aren't on the best of terms, but I plan on changing that. I want to give this relationship my all. I don't want to lose him but I won't lose my best friend either. I'll figure something out, right?