Happiness (Ciel X Lizzy) SEQUEL UP NOW

"Putain Part 4"

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CIEL'S P.O.V.

I could feel my heart pounding once she entered my hotel room. I couldn't look her in the eye. I feel dirty, evil, like a horrible person. I can't go through with this. I can't cheat on Elizabeth. Putain took off her trench coat, revealing nothing but lingerie and pale flesh. I kept my eyes on the ground and I blushed.

She made her way towards me and kissed me deeply. She slipped me out of my coat, undoing my bow tie along with the first few buttons to my shirt.

We kissed, and I held her close. I don't want to do this so stalling while I think of something is all I can do for now. She lead me to the bed, and I laid her down.

I have to do this. I stripped her of her clothes. Hovering above her, I kissed her neck then her chest. I slowly entered her with two fingers. I slid them in and out of her roughly as I sucked on her neck.

Putain moaned softly, digging her nails into my back. I removed my fingers then kissed her softly, grinding my clothed lower half with her bare body.

Then the door then opened, and what I saw made my heart drop. I quickly pulled away from Putain. "I can explain," I said to her. It was Lizzy, she saw us, caught us red handed.

Putain covered herself with the blanket, looking over at Elizabeth then to me. She obviously wasn't pleased.

She put her coat on and fled the room and still, my fiancée didn't speak. "How could you do this to me?" She finally spoke, her tone serious. "I came to France only to see you cheating on me. Is this what you call a "mission,"? I can't believe you would do this to me.. Have you been doing this all along?! Gosh.."

"It was for a mission, she meant nothing. I promise. I am so sorry. Lizzy,---" She cut me off.

"No, you're not. All you ever do is hurt me. I thought after that  Christmas we would finally be able to be happy together. I thought you cared about me. But you don't. You just make me cry. First, you accuse me of cheating on you. Then, you argue with me about Hantai. After that you murder my bestfriend. And now you are cheating on me. You don't love me. You don't care about me. All you do is hurt me."

She wiped away a few tears. "Lizzy, I do love you. I love you, you have to believe that. Please. I'm sorry, I don't want to lose you." I took a step closer and took her hands in mine. "I love you, Elizabeth.."

Her green eyes focused on me, filled with tears. I leaned in and kissed her softly. For a moment she kissed back, but then I felt her tears fall onto my face and she pulled away.

"I can't do this anymore. I'm sick of being hurt by you." She slid off her engagement ring then handed it to me. I didn't take it so she set it on the dresser. "I don't know what to do anymore. I thought you loved me--"

"I do love you--"

"This isn't love. What we have is destructive. If you loved me, you wouldn't have done any of those things. If you truly loved me, you wouldn't have done this to me. I don't love you. And I never want you to touch me ever again." She took a few steps back. "You sicken me. I gave you everything and it still wasn't enough."

I felt my heart drop.

LIZZY'S P.O.V.

I lied. I do love him. But I can't stand this anymore. "If I give you the chance to try again with me, you'll let me down. That's all you ever do. We had one night, I was foolish to think it was love. "

"I can't look at you right now," I looked at the floor, sighing lightly. "We can talk when you get back to London. So we can discuss with my parents that this engagement is off.."

"Lizzy, I love you," He spoke softly, his words almost enough to  convince me.

"I don't care." I said coldly. It was times like this when I just needed Hantai to come and hug me. I need my best friend but he isn't here. "Have fun with that cheap whore," I said with a small smile.

Walking out of the room, I felt the tears well up in my eyes again. I don't know what to do anymore....