Hiiiiiiiii. As always, thanks for reading and feel free to leave your thoughts and suggestions in the comments below. This some just reminded me of what I thought Hantai felt.
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HANTAI'S P.O.V.
It was the end of the night now, Elizabeth and I were at my new Manor here in London. We sipped tea and chatted, seemingly she was still upset but hiding it. I didn't want to bring anything up again and make her cry.
I hated seeing her cry and I hated Ciel. He plays with her emotions, he makes her cry. He took her first time. He hurts her constantly. He doesn't trust her yet she's still with him. If you don't trust the one you love you shouldn't be with them. He doesn't even act as if he cares for her! I hate this, all of this.
How could Lizzy be with him? A woman like her deserves better, so much better... I figured by now I would've gotten over her but I can't. I can't help but to love her. I know her like the back of my hand. I know her hopes, her dreams, her fears, everything. I even know the little things like her favorite colors favorite flower, favorite book.
As much as I hated it, I want her. I want her to be mine. I want to hold her hand and kiss her. I want to take her to the park on a starry night and hold her close. I want to see the world with her, take her everywhere.
I would never hurt her. I would never her make her cry or doubt how I feel. I would make her feel special everyday. I would never rush anything. I want her, but in a more pure way then her fiancé. I don't think about having her in that way. If I ever do, I stop myself. She's a lady and she should be treated with respect. She is the type of woman you save and respect until marriage.
Ciel I hate the way he treats her. This all sounds horrible to me, he's horrible. Ever since he slept with her, he's done nothing but toss her aside.
She deserves better, so much better. I'm fine with the fact that someone else has her, I want her to be happy. But he doesn't make her happy. He hurts her repeatedly, he makes her cry. If he has her, he should cherish her. He should treat her right!
I looked at Elizabeth, I set my tea down then took both her hands. "Elizabeth.. I love you and I don't think you should be with Ciel. He doesn't treat you right. If he loves you he should trust you. I want you to be mine,"
I took a big risk. I leaned in and kissed, I shut my eyes and she didn't pull away to my surprise. After a moment she returned the kiss. It was soft and sweet, so gentle. Sparks went through me as I held her close. I have been wanting to do this for so long. Ever since I laid eyes on her, I've been wanting her to be mine. After a long moment, we both drew back.
She seemed shocked utterly shocked, her hands pulling away. "Hantai. I--"
I cut her off instantly, speaking once again. "No. Don't respond now. Think about it. Think about everything. I understand if you never contact me again after this... Just think about it."
She didn't speak, she only nodded then stood up. Elizabeth left a kiss on my cheek then left. I was now alone with thoughts of my own, wondering what would happen next.
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