Breath love - adopted by Elizabeth Olsen ✔️

26 - Wrong -

1502 Words :)
Tw: ED ; Jack ; panic attack ; mentions of implied sexual/physical abuse
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Riley POV
Dinner with Lizzie and Robbie was fun, unfortunately, I didn't find a way to pay for the meal but I will think of something different to give them. After dinner, they insisted on a movie night and they wouldn't leave me alone, which sucked because the pasta I choose was very big and I eat it all. Maybe I should really stop caring about it, I mean I'm sure I can eat more right? Or eat normally if I have to believe Lizzie in saying what I'm doing now isn't normal. I don't know, what if I get fat? ...

Jack POV

Yesterday I really tried to get closer to Riley but I couldn't. Normally Faye leaves for a bit during lunch but yesterday she didn't. I mean I skip my own college classes to be there and it doesn't work. I have no choice but to text her now, but I have to be smart about this. If Rilet tells Faye I don't know who she will believe.

According to Brooke, my aunt, Riley deserves to have pain. I don't know what she did but I have to side with my family. I think it's sad, Riley really seems like a nice girl but I have to do this. Faye is also a nice girl and I really don't mean to hurt her, I think during this time with her I actually started to catch feelings for Faye but I can't. I can't let my family down again, so I grab my phone to text Riley and Faye.

Riley POV

Jack
Hi, Riley! I was wondering if you wanted to catch a movie together.
Just the two of us?

Riley
Uhm, why?
why not invite Faye I mean?

Jack

Come on, I think we both know you're the prettier one, so let's have some fun.

Let's have some fun. That's what Nick said that night. I'm in the kitchen with Lizzie as my heart rate picks up and I begin to grasp for air.

''Lee, sweetheart, you okay?'' Lizzie says as she looks up from her laptop to me and I shake my head. She gets up and kneels before me, grabbing my hands in hers. ''Deep breaths, follow mine.'' She says as she lays one of my hands on her chest to feel her heartbeat. I try to do what she asks but I can't so I shake my head at her.

''Okay, how about we try something else, tell me five things you can see''

''You, The table, my hand, my math homework, and a pen.'' I stutter back at her.

''Good job, now four things you can feel.''

''The chair, your hand in mine, your chest, and my bra'' I say still stuttering heavily and gasping for air.

''You always feel your bra, huh? What about three things you can hear?''

''The stove, The soup on the stove, and the soft music.''

''good, two things you can smell?'' She asks and I already feel a little calmer and I'm gasping for air less.

''The soup and vanilla.''

''Almost there, one thing you can taste?''

''The chocolate I just sneaked from the pantry,'' I say with a smirk.

''You stole my chocolate?''

''No, it was Robbie's'' I say and she laughs.

''Good girl, want to talk about what made you panic?'' She asks and I take a deep breath before showing her my phone.