anxiety

C2: Private messages

>>5SOSLuke

my phone dinged at 1:56 pm. I checked what it was. it was a Twitter notification.

Twitter 6 sec ago
You have a Private Message from @ anxiety!
"heyyyyyy! it's me :) girl over..."
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my smile began to grow. anxiety-girl replied to my tweet to her. maybe she didn't expect it to come from me. I typed in my passcode [pengy] and met my exploding mentions.

my PM box had a small white (1) glowing on the corner of the icon. it was strange just seeing a (1) there. and not a (35) or (89) on it. maybe all those girls interested in me have up. I was 'cute' as most girls said, and 'hot', but I didn't want to have my heart broken by one of them just for my good looks. I really like a girl with a trusting personality, or sees behind beauty. beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

I replied with hesitation.

2:01 pm - 11/02/14
FROM: @ 5SOSLuke
hi xx! glad to see you PM'd me and not me :) you seem awesome too :). just saying I want to meet you in person again :)) you see , you have a strange Twitter acc but I guess it's cool :)
btw their blue :) a deep blue :)
- Luke xx

i smiled at my reply. at least she replied. at least she replied. I couldn't even hold my excitements. our conversations didn't have the 'from's any more. and the date.

2:04pm
well I could say the same ab meeting up, how about a day bfore my bday? 11|15|14 . I'll be in a coffee shop downtown, at a book signing for John Green (my fav author, but p.c. cast is also cool). but I think if we meet on time, we can talk for a bit before I go to therapy. I hate therapy. well, do you have a KiK or a Skype? oovoo?
-anxiety

2:05pm
uuuuh...where? I will meet you on 11/15. but I'll just tweet John green ! and therapy ? why therapy ?? and yeah I have a KiK and Skype!
-Luke

2:05 pm
Coffee Bean, I think. and have you not seen my signature name?! I have a bad case of anxiety, and it's far worse than you think.
-anxiety.

2:08pm
coffee bean-11/15 is in my calendar :) and how bad is your anxiety?
-Luke

2:08pm
maybe when we are better aquatinted... I'll tell you then! and nice on the calendar (it's a 3:15 pm) first let's start with our names.
-anxiety

2:20pm
sorry I left , m8's are bugging me RN. and okay. I'm Luke H; you are????!
-Luke

>>dylann

i bit my lip. why should I tell him? he could be a phychotic killer!! I began to tear up. how can I talk to him with out seeing him first? at least I could see his face.

2:24pm
it's-- it's okay. my m8's are loud as heck! and I'm....sage. im afraid if I tell you my real name your m8's will think ur gay maybe! but let's go with my middle :)
-anxiety

2:25pm
please. tell. meeeEEEEhhhh!!! *creis*
-Luke

2:27 pm
can I see ur face and picture??so I know it's you?????.?.?.....
-anxiety

2:27 pm
yeah. my Skype is lukerhemmo. yours?
-Luke

2:27 pm
dyl.pickle. :)
-anxiety

2:31 pm
okay you're added!
-luke

my eyes widened. oh no. I pulled out my phone and put my hand over my mouth. "oh god." I said. and then a Skype message said :

"may we Skype now? -lukerhemmo"

I smiled. okay, catfish over! I called Luke on my laptop. and it rung for a few seconds. then I saw blond hair and blue eyes.

"hello." he said with a caring smile.

"hi." I said waving.

"okay, so your name, love?" he propped himself up a little on his bed.

"d-d-dylann."

"oh, now I see why. you have a guys name... okay. maybe we can stick to anxiety or sage." he said frowning a little.

"my point seen?"

"it has been captured.."

"so, you still up for meeting up?"

"ugh...y...yeah..." I hesitated because he could kidnap me. he had a lip piercing and it made him look bad. almost punk. we will still talk through the next 2 weeks, so I can learn more about him.

he why my anxiety level goes up.

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