anxiety

C28: I'm Ready

those who have heard my say I'm cuddling my beardie (meggyie ).I mean cuddling my lizard...that's him on my belly under my blanket :) BTW UNEDITTED:).
>>Luke
I helped Dylann clean the room, glass in one pile, and anything else in the same. I helped her rearange the furniture so it looked like nothing demonic moved things.

"so you do that, by your self?" I asked plopping down on the couch next to her.

"pretty much.. I just need to check up on Robert. he is a serial killer; killed six year old boys, three at a time. he believed in satan and satanic stuff. why do you think he said some satan crap to you?" I said.

"ooh.. this is creepy." I said laying down, but I threw my feet onto her lap. she propped her feet up on the coffee table, and threw her head back.

"haven't you met me? I'm the child that is in love with the paranormal." she laughed.

"herrrrooooo?" I heard a feminine voice call out.

"now was that a ghost?" I asked laughing.

"ugh, no. that's Jayda." her voice was cracking a bit.

"mummmmyyyy!" my little girl cried. the foots steps lead to the living room. we are in the living room.

"she- oh. hi Luke." Jayda said as she walked into the room. "what are you doing here?"

"oh, just...meeting up with Dylann again." I said. "I see you haven't changed."

"neither you.." Jayda commented. Dylann took Lyric to go change into comfortable clothes while she left us two in the same room.

"sooo...met a guy?" I said. Jayda sat in the papasan chair.

"yeah, he's extremely nice. he dyes his hair constantly." she laughed.

"how is treating you?" I asked.

"good. are you and dyl back together?" she asked.

"no.." I pouted.

"she really missed you.. just couldn't stand to say it."

"are you serious? how do you know?" I perked up.

"she's my best friend. she matters to us, her family in Seattle. I know her emotions. know what she's thinking." she said smiling.

🎶🎶🎶

[listen to Legendary Lovers by katy p]

after Jayda left, me and Dylann messed around with songs. in which, Dylann said Hey Mama was her song. she said both Logan and Lyric would scream "hey mama" all the time for her to come. but she then messed around with This Is How We Do and it was funny.

she stood in a dress, one heel worn, the other strapped but off and a bottle of gin in the right hand. I played the music and began recording

this goes out to all the ladies.

our breakfast, in last nights dress..

she fell to the side an began giggling drunkenly. "tihihihihi...God I love gin." she slurred as if actually drunk. the video stopped and I posted it on my Keek. I titled it, 'hanging with my fav and she got drunk xx'. she wouldn't see it, but I would.

>>Dylann

I had lyric asleep in my lap. I stroked her hair, mumbling a lullaby of black sheep. Luke took Lyric and went upstairs. Luke came back down with empty arms, ready to crash. he plopped on the couch, head in my lap. his legs dangled off my sofa, along with his arm. I threw my legs into the coffee table, and closed my eyes.