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C23: Seattle Hearts

hey guys /)~(\ so like, I know Seattle Hearts is a song but I don't know who it's by ... oops.. anyway, speaking of people and places, I won't be on much (maybe idk) tomorrow :( but people wise, I want u to follow. this is bc I just like em.. they're awesome.
1st Place: Sallysrustyneedle
2nd place (sorry I just don't know what to put in order DX): DevynlovesMagCon
3rd place: katie1536

>> LUKE

I stared out the window. I can't believe I'm doing this.

>> 7 H O U R S L A T E R <<

>>dylann

I was curled on my side.

I began to whisper a song.

all I want is nothing more,

than to hear you knocking at my door,

cos' if I could see your face once more,

I could die a happy girl, I'm sure.

when you said your last goodbye

I died a little bit inside.

I lay in bed all night...

alone with out you by my side.

knock, knock, knock.

I looked up, at my bedroom doorway, in hopes of seeing my sister or my best friends. nobody. I realized it was the front door. I let a curse word slip between my light pink lips.

"WHO IS IT!?" I screamed.

"e-, uh, erm, Cuddles Co. delivery!" a deep male voice said. Olaf stood from the floor, and trotted out. his low growling alerted me. it was someone new to him. I groaned once more loudly and threw the covers off leaving me in my dark blue underwear, and a dark purple sweatshirt. the air left goose bumps on my legs, but I ignored it.

I didn't care if the deliverer stared at me. I don't care anymore. the person pounded on the door again. "HEY! our deliverers don't stay long." the angered male screamed.

I growled and threw open the door, I closed my eyes, ready to scream.

"ok, listen here sir! I am not in the mood for that anger, I am in the worst position in my relationship and my dog is the only thing keeping me sane, okay!? so just-"

"I would look at the delivery, miss holland." the man said laughing a little.

I opened one eye, I saw a tall, blond man. his blue eyes piercing my soul and mind, and that silver lip ring. he had a suitcase, and a big, fluffy, pastel blue husky. the plushies eyes were pale pink, like my lips. it took me a moment. I stared at the beloved blond boy, and took it all in.

Luke came to visit me. I jumped up, wrapped my legs around his waist and kissed his stupid angel face. he threw the stuff animal to the side of my living room, and kicked his suit case in. just while we were kissing. his hands supported my body, holding my thighs. I pulled away, and buried my face into his neck, as cliche as it sounds.

"i miss you." Luke whispered shifting me, so he held me with one and strokes my hair.

"I miss you too." I said laughing at our present tense language.

he walked to my room, and threw me down on my bed. he crawled next to me and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry for the stupid agreement." Luke mumbled.

"it's okay, I knew one of us would give in." I said messing up his hair.

"I know." Luke said in a duh tone. his grip became tighter than ever. I gasped out in pain.

"L-Luke!" I cried out. pain pulsed through me. every time he nestled down even further, it hurt. I gasped out in pain as I tried to push him off. he looked at me with concern. he let go, and frowned.

"what's wrong?" Luke whispered coming up to meet my eyes.

"I don't know, but it hurts there a lot. and I eat way to much now, and Olaf is obsessed with licking my stomach and laying his head their, like it's weird. it's like I'm pregnant but I'm not. I haven't-" I whistled a two note tune,"-at all. I've been to work, the dog beach, park, coffee shop, bookstore, art store, grocery store. nothing new, I swear. I met up with a few friends at a pizza parlor. I had crossed my Red Sea last week."

"you sure?" Luke gave skeptical look.

"I'm a virgin, cross my heart and hope to die." I say making an X over my heart, hand up.

"okay, but you should at least check." Luke advised, making a little walking figure with his fingers on my stomach.

I giggled and swatted his hand off. I didn't want to believe I was pregnant, because I know I am not. other wise my period would've been late. but it ain't. I think I'm just being unnaturally sensitive again. this happened when I was younger. I wrapped my arms around his torso. I began to whimper because of the pain I was in.

"I HATE THIS. I HATE EVERYTHING." I whimpered crying through his shirt.

"aw, don't do that. I am visiting because I sensed the pain and your nasty comments on your enemies." Luke cooed tracing patterns on the backs of my thighs, back and arms.

"meanie bo beanie." I whispered giggling.

"hey! that's my thing!" Luke hissed.

"now it's mine, tihihihihi." I kissed his chin because that's what my lips were level with.

"meanie." he pouted. he looked down at me.

"...can I say it?" I giggled.

"jus- no, just- just no." he answered. he got up and left, but when he came back he had a bottle of vodka.

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I fell asleep under the covers with Luke in my arms, but when I woke up, I hurt almost everywhere. my head pounded, my legs were bruised, scratched and such. Olaf was whined and scratching at my door. I stood, and stumbled over to the door. I opened it to reveal a sad dog.

"aw, baby boy. wassa matter?" I whispered. my throat hurt like heck.

I peeked over at my bed, Olaf was growling at the sleeping and shirtless Luke. I sighed and picked up Olaf. his growling became more agressive. I didn't know what to do. he snapped his jaws out towards Luke. "Olaf, stop. it's okay. nothing is wrong." I said.

the vodka bottle was on the floor, along with Luke's clothing. my lips parted, anger filling my head. what did Luke do?

"Lucas Robert Hemmings!" I growled. he didn't awake.

"LUKE!" I screamed to the high heavens.

he sat up and looked at me. "good morning, gorgeous." Luke said smirking.

"what did you do?!" I cried out.

"just made you feel better." Luke said with a toothy grin.

"they were right." I gasped through flowing tears.

"who? what?" Luke said standing up in his blue boxers.

"kyle, Logan, and Troy! I can't believe you!" I screamed out. tears fell down my cheeks and fell onto my floor.

"oh really? what did they say!?" Luke snapped.

"that you're just like every man! you use me! you get me drunk and- and make me cry. I can't believe you!" I screamed. "get out, you just got a free plane ticket back home."