anxiety

C25: Stitches

SO, I feel like this chapter is extremely crappy. k? next chapter will be quickly uploaded after this... maybe like 15-30 mins?
dedicated to DevynlovesMagCon bc she is the best person/friend I've ever met..
and the pic is me and slim shady (my baby boooo beardie)
>>DYLANNNNNNN
I dared no to look up. he could be in my head. he isn't here. he's in Japan. Japan. him. tour. songs.

"oh wow, that is you!" the male voice chimed.

I looked up, seeing Lyric's father. I waved. I didn't want Lyric to meet Luke like this. I wanted her to grow up and have a discussion with me why her father wasn't in her life. what he did to me. why he did it to me.

"hullo, l..l...lucifer?" I whispered. I looked up. his eyes hid behind wooden, grey shades. black hoodie, black skinnies and black boots. it was him. he had his cross necklace on. I touched my namasté sign, praying to the gods it wasn't him.

"um... no. it's Luke. remember?" Luke said. he pushed his black shades up, showing me an eyebrow piercing, and a double nose piercing (TWO piercings, one nostril).

"oh, hi." I whispered.

"I didn't see you with your lavender hair, white flower crown, crystal necklace, and different style. you've changed. and you have tattoos and piercings." Luke pointed out.

"I did this, because I needed to change. I didn't want to see you again. I knew we wouldn't. but you came here, and ruined my positivity. I got the Lyric tattoo, because I love my baby girl. I have my infinity sign, and my yin-yang."

"what's infinity for?" Luke sat down with out my permission. on my blanket.

"infinity to me stands for the love I have for my daughter and family; no matter how odd or different, I will always love them." I said.

"Yin and Yang?"

"for the good and bad in the world; you were the bad in my life. no matter how happy you made me. lyric is the good. she may make me angry, but she makes me smile."

"oh..." he whispered.

"MOMMY!" Lyric screamed. she ran over falling into my extended arms.

"what, tiny?" I whispered, I brushed away her baby hairs.

"B-b-bunny m-m-man!" she whimpered. she wrapped her legs around my waist and hugged me.

"what about bunny?" I whispered.

"he won't leave you alone! he keeps scratching you!" lyric pulled away and lifted up my tank. it revealed an X, three lines each directions. I shoved down my shirt.

"I can't handle bunny man myself, sweetie. go play." I kissed her head for safety. she waved to Luke then ran.

"bunny man?" he laughed.

"STOP IT!" I screamed.

"what?"

"if you chose to be in her life, you would know what's wrong." I growled.

"she isn't a schizophrenic, is she?"

"no! she sees ghosts! demons! poltergeists! any spirit!" I snapped.

his mouth formed in an 'o' shape. I noticed multiple people here, then the man I worked with.

"Todd!" I cried out running to him. this man is Todd Ray, he owns the Venice Beach Freakshow. I work there, but moving right now is a pain. I didn't want to see Luke anymore.