I wish you loved me in the ways I did.
I didn't want someone else, not him, not her.
You
So why couldn't that happen? Why couldn't you love me?
Was I really that bad?
Was it that easy to let go of what we had?
I don't know..and that's the problem.
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*Liv's Pov!*
My eyes couldn't stay away from Alice, even during the volleyball game. I didn't know what was wrong with me, I had a boyfriend. I shouldn't feel this way. But once the game ended. We all got drinks, and instead she jumped in the water to cool herself off. Shorts in all, and her blue hair flipped back as she breathed in heavily. She looked beautiful, perfect even, her eyes were the prettiest green. I didn't want to look away, well until Jason came up behind me. He then wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me close to him. "The ocean is so pretty isn't it." Yeah it is Jason, yes it is. I don't ever want to look away from the blue I'm seeing. He then laid his head onto my shoulder, slowly shutting his eyes.
I then looked away from him to see Alice staring at me, she had taken off her tank top, only wearing a black sports bra. She saw me staring, and decided she wanted to play too. Her eyes stayed on mine for what felt like forever. I wanted to look away, but I just couldn't. My eyes didn't want to, so I kept my eyes on her, only her. Her hair looked so soft, I wish I could feel it from here. Not only that, but her smile. WAIT, she was smiling at me?! There it was, that smile, it was for me. I couldn't contain the happiness in me once I saw her laugh. She walked closer, and closer to me. Her feet hit the sand, and soon she was right next to me. Jason didn't notice, he was basically asleep on my shoulder. But I did, she was even prettier up close.
She then mouthed to meet her in the bathroom. I was so confused, utterly. But I did, once I saw her leave and head there. I let go of Jason, he whined at the loss of contact. But I told him I needed five minutes, so he laid himself on the sand as the other boys surrounded him. That was my queue to leave, so I did. I practically ran, and once I was almost there I slowly walked, the tension building inside of me. I touched the cold bathroom door, steadily opening it as it began to creak. Once it was fully shut I walked around the bathroom.
The first couple stalls were empty, but not the last one. I slowly walked up to it, my heart racing. I didn't know what to say to her, or do. But before I could think anymore she opened the stall and dragged me in. She then pulled me closer to her suddenly. My heart was beating even faster at this point, I couldn't breathe. We were so close, I didn't know what to do. But she did it for me, because within seconds she had my face in her hands. "Are you gonna kiss me or what?" She asked.
All self control, gone.
It was fast, and heavy. I pinned her against the tiled walls. Feeling her wet clothing on me. She was kissing me, and I was kissing her and I didn't want to stop. I felt her taking my hand, placing it into her hair. I slowly ran through it, feeling how soft it was against my hand. My hands roamed, and so did hers. It was pure bliss, and I couldn't believe this was happening. She then stopped kissing me, looking deep into my eyes. "You're really easy to read." She stated as I found myself kissing her again, even faster this time. I then let go, smirking down at her."It's hard to look away when it's you." She pulled me back into her, trying to hide how red her face was getting.
I then felt her fidgeting with my shirt, so I let go and took it off as she stared down at me. "You're beautiful." She said as I found myself kissing her again, even deeper this time. We sighed into the kiss, both of us growing desperate to feel this a little longer. She then went to take off my pants but the door suddenly creaked open. "Liv, you in here?" Shit! It was Kenna! I quickly picked her up by the waist, setting her on the toilet as she stood there hiding. I got out and went to her. "Hey, sorry." I said as she laughed, it was silent for a while, for too long. "You've been here for twenty minutes." Dang, had it really been that long.
I just played it cool, and laughed it off. "I'm on my period so, my stomach has been hurting." She then slowly nodded her head and went towards the door...slowly. "Okay, i'll let them know you're not feeling well... I'll see you when you feel better." She then left as silence echoed throughout the stalls. That didn't last long as Alice jumped off the toilet and ran towards the bathroom door, locking it behind Kenna. "Now, we have time." She said with an innocent smile. I was going to leave, to go see my friends again. But once i felt her hands caressing my waist that was exposed, I melted back into her arms.
This kiss became heavy immediately, I couldn't let go. I knew I wouldn't. I kissed her slowly, bringing her back into the stall, she was pinned again. I liked how she easily listened to me. I was about to take off my pants, but she took my hand. She then used my hand to touch her, she moved my hand slowly. At first it was her face, then her neck, and began to go down further. My hand was on her chest by the time I pulled her back into me. I then took off my pants, watching as she did as well. But it all came to an abrupt end when a message pinged on my phone.
Jason-
Hey, are you doing alright?
My stomach dropped at that moment, I couldn't find my words. Alice then looked at the message, looking horrified. "Wait are you guys..actually dating?" She asked, my eyes met hers slowly nodding. "I'm sorry, I didn't know." Alice said but I just put back on my clothing. "It wasn't your fault, but I have to go. I enjoyed this." I mustered out as she sadly smiled at me. I then walked towards the door, but she turned me around, pulling herself into my arms. "Liv, thanks." She beamed as I found myself melting in her grasp. I could smell her strawberry scented shampoo, it was the one thing I wanted today. And now, it's the one thing I am confused about.
