I wish you loved me in the ways I did.
I didn't want someone else, not him, not her.
You
So why couldn't that happen? Why couldn't you love me?
Was I really that bad?
Was it that easy to let go of what we had?
I don't know..and that's the problem.
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*Liv's Pov!*
"Your mom is an amazing cook." Alice said as we walked to the beach. The breeze pushed all around us, in complete silence. I stared at her, no ocean could compare to her. I stared at her eyes, reflecting off of the sun. Her face calmed and closed beneath the warm air.
I watched, just watched her for the minutes that this lasted. Finally, her eyes went to mine, she smiled, walking up to me. Her hands covered over my own, holding them as she pulled me to her.
I then looked at the water, watching the sun slowly come down. She laughed, pushing me to it. "Wait what are we doing?" I ask, laughing at her trying to drag me. "Going in the water, come on!"
"We're wearing clothing!" I yelled as she began to run towards it without me. "I don't care!" She cheered, as I went after her. My feet splashed inside the water, beginning to soak my clothing as I ventured deeper. She laughed, taking off her shirt and throwing it onto the sand. I did as well as she then pushed toward me. Her body struggled against the water, and suddenly jumped into my arms.
I held her tight in my arms, I loved this feeling. Being against her like this, no soul other than us to see. Just Alice and I, together, alone. Her head twisted, facing me. She smiled. It was bright and memorable. I could hold her like this forever. I leaned down, laying my head on her shoulder as she shuddered under me. "Cold?" I laughed. She shook her head, pulling even tighter to me.
I loved her, I really did. But it was too fast, I couldn't say it, not yet. So Instead I used my actions, I lifted her higher in the air. I felt her stomach moving as she laughed against me. "Liv!" She screamed, as I pushed her into the water. She fought back, splashing me with water. I laughed as she pulled her hands up, blocking my waves. Her hair was soaked, and so was mine.
She slowly pushed toward me, water drifting around us. "Liv." She said innocently. I swear to fucking everything, I stopped breathing once her hand touched my face. Her eyes, staring at mine the same way I am hers. She then kisses me. lightly. She goes to pull away but this time I kiss her.
I didn't hold back, and neither did she.
It was only for a minute, but it always felt like seconds. Time just passes with her, and every second I wish for that second back. Because each second matters to me. My waist laces with hers as our breaths collide. I can't breathe, but I don't care. People are watching, I don't care. I'm not ashamed of kissing her.
Once we let go, I connect our foreheads together. Staring into her eyes as she laughs suddenly. "I can't believe that this is happening to me." Alice says, pulling me to her. "I mean, we went from making out in the bathroom. To being here, with each other." It was my turn now to laugh. "Well I'm glad I noticed you that day." I said, Alice laughed again."Wynter basically did the 'noticing' for you." She replies, I smile. "Either way, I'm just happy that you're here."
She smiles, pulling me to her. Our bodies connect. She takes my hands, putting them under her shirt to her waist. I fucking hate how she does things like this. Alice if you want my hands on you, just say that. I don't mind seeing this side of you.
But no, here she is trying to pull me away. "Sorry, you don't have to-""Alice, stop. If you want me to, I will. If you don't, then I won't." I said reassuringly. She then, pulled me out of the water. "What-"
"If you want me to show what I want, let's go somewhere private."Holy shit Alice, I think I'm actually obsessed with you. I can't stop smiling, even when we get into the car. "Whose car is this?" I asked. "Ares, he lets me use it sometimes." She said as I looked around the parking lot, it was dark. I watched as rain started to pour down and I stared at the drops rolling down the window. I couldn't see outside anymore.
Which meant no one could see in.
Thank you world, you are truly a blessing.
Before I could think I found her on top of me. She then leaned my seat back, moving further onto me. Her legs on both sides of me. I swear if I was breathing before, I definitely am not now. I watched her eyes slowly, I watched everything intently.
I watched her push her hair to the side and out of her face. Her eyes lowered as she kissed my neck. I felt my head leaning back, and my own eyes shutting.
Shivers went through my spine once she stopped and her breath fanned against my skin. "Touch me." She says, my eyes widen. My hands then meet hers as she leads them to her waist. I pull her closer to me as she kisses down my body. This isn't fair, she has the advantage, oh wait a minute. Does she? I smile as my hands grip her waist, moving her back and forth against me. Her breath becomes heavier against me as my eyes close again.
Her lips leave my neck, and go back up. I kiss back instantly as the rain starts to slow down against the window. My eyes open as I notice people leaving the shop across from us. I panic as they start searching for their car. Once there eyes land on us, I quickly bring Alice up and to the other seat.
Her face is met with a confused expression, but I just start the car and pull out slowly."The rain stopped, we should go back to my house." I say as she notices the people staring over at us. "Are they judging us or something?" She asks. "I don't know, and I honestly don't care." I exit the parking lot, turning as I drive back home.
