I wish you loved me in the ways I did.
I didn't want someone else, not him, not her.
You
So why couldn't that happen? Why couldn't you love me?
Was I really that bad?
Was it that easy to let go of what we had?
I don't know..and that's the problem.
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*Wynter's Pov!* (I changed it, btw this will be a long chapter <3)
I couldn't stop smiling by the time I got into the car and he started to drive. After what we just did, I wasn't going to lie it was hard to keep my composure. But after he turned on some music, I started to loosen up. He kept on talking to me and smiling, I liked how happy he was. I'm honestly surprised that looking back we used to not like one another. I started to space out, thinking about things as we drove. I kept my eyes on the trees that passed, about how all of them were so different, but all blended together. It kind of reminded me of religion, how a group of completely different people can come together.
I was never raised religious, sometimes I wish I was. Because I never really have anything to give me answers, to give me something to believe in. I watched as the trees swayed, going in different directions. I loved how free they looked, how they allowed things to happen in their surroundings. Trees remind me of the attitude people have where they say 'it is what it is.' That statement is the most annoying but true statement I've ever heard.
Sometimes I hate how it's true, because It shouldn't be. That's how the world is sometimes. I just kept my eyes on everything around me as I thought about it. I watched as the road became more familiar, I noticed the looks of the stores and coffee shops. I always loved going to coffee shops, to just sit there and study. I never really got coffee, only during finals or something Important.
I used to go in with my mom, she would buy multiple different muffins and we would just sit and talk to each other. This went on for hours, sometimes I would invite Charlotte and Kenna once my mom left. Liv was always with Jason, and I didn't blame her, she was happy. "Wyn, someone is calling you." I snapped out of my thoughts, looking over at Artemis, my phone in his hands. I took it and looked at the caller ID, Liv. I picked it up as sobs came from the other line. "Liv? Liv! Are you okay?" I asked as she struggled to breathe.
"Liv, what's wrong?" I questioned as she tried to calm herself down. "Can you..pick me up?" She asked as I immediately told Artemis. "We're on our way." I said as she quietly thanked me. "Liv, just worry about calming yourself down okay, what the hell happened?" Artemis turned to me as he gave me a worried expression. I then took his hand as he focused on the road, I put in her address on the GPS as I stayed on the line. "He got really mad, he hates me Wyn.." She cried as tears formed in my eyes. Artemis squeezed my hand, throwing occasional glances. "He is mad, he doesn't hate you. He hates what you did, and at least he knows now instead of later." I said.
Artemis looked really confused, I must have forgotten to tell him. But I couldn't focus on that right now as we soon arrived at the park she was at. I rushed towards the swings to find her crying on one. I brought her into my arms as she stood up, pulling me closer. "Why did I do that to him, I'm so stupid." Liv said as I pushed her hair back, hugging tighter. "Liv, it's going to be okay." I reassured as she let go, wiping away her tears.
