My Best Friend Eminem, My Love Marshall Mathers

Chapter fifty-eight

Let's see how Marshall is going to react...

Chapter fifty-eight

Marshall’s POV:

            I was blown away when Natalia told me she was pregnant. I didn’t know how to feel. Happy Confused? Panic? So many emotions ran through my mind and so many thoughts I couldn’t think. I put on a smile for her though and said this was good and we’ll figure something out. I’m not willing to abort the baby. Now I’m sitting in the studio in the middle of the night, I’m not sure how to feel towards this situation. I always thought about how our child would look. I loved her from the beginning and she has too…literally. My girls love her, scratch that they adore her. They love Natalia as if she was their mother. Natalia loves them back…so much.

            She helped Hailie today with her…problem when I never could. I stood there like a statue starring at Hailie’s fingers when Natalia handled the situation calmly. At the end, Hailie was her old self. Just uncomfortable as she puts it, you’ll get used to it baby, as Natalia said. I sighed, she’s helping me handle Laney going to college, and helping Laney with things I wouldn’t even know what to do. She’s so smart, Natalia. None is of this is her fault I bet she happy about it. Thinking about it now, I’m actually happy about this. I smiled to myself, maybe if I get lucky I’ll have a son. I’ll probably name him Ronald, after Natalia’s dad and plus it’s my uncle’s name. It works. My heart started to pound fast out of my chest and my happiness showed through my smile.

            Is this it? Is she the one? Have I truly found my soul mate?

 “I would give up my world and my fame to be in her world and her fame”  

I would give up my life for her life. I would do anything for her to be happy. I could spend the rest of my lifetime with her. I know she’s willing to spend a lifetime with me. She has loved me since she was seven, it’s funny she’s almost twenty-four now, when she was seven I was at least twenty-three. I wonder what she was like as a child, I bet she was really rambunctious! I bet she used to scratch her knees on playgrounds. I wonder what her first reaction was when she saw me on TV. The more I thought about it the more I fell in love with this woman.

            I got off the chair and shut off the lights. I walked to Hailie’s room her was face down in a book that she was studying. I placed her the other way around and tucked her in.

“I love you princess” I whispered.

I went to Laney’s room and saw her still up, “Laney baby why don’t you go to bed its 2 P.M” I said. She turned around from her computer chair, “I’m almost done filling out my applications” she said.

“Ok, just don’t stay up to late” I said.

Before I closed the door, “Dad?” asked Laney.

“Yes?”

“Are you and Natalia going to break up now?” she asked sadly. The very thought made me angry.

“No honey no, Natalia and I will figure something out” I said.

“Ok” she mouthed.

I went to Whitney’s room and noticed the window open. Whitney was tucked under the covers, I scoffed she knows not to keep that window open for many reasons. My greatest fear is always someone climbing in and attacking the girls. My second is someone shooting me on stage. I walked in and closed Whitney’s window, and kissed her good night.

            I went to my room and saw Natalia sleeping peacefully. Her hand was gently placed on her belly like it has been all day and her arm was placed under the pillow. Her lips had a slight curve to them which meant she fell asleep smiling. I walked quietly to the bed and gently pulled the covers over me and cuddled up to her and our unborn child.