- {Happy? Don't make me laugh.~Suicidal Deku} -

- day 3 -

I wake up and stretch. I go to my bathroom and get some pain killers. I take two and use the sink as a make shift water fountain. I get dressed and eat breakfast with my mom. I wave goodbye and meet up with Kenji and Aiko. We walk inside talking and laughing.

Just like yesterday. And the day before. I raise my hand for every question. I pay attention to everything he says. The bell rings and we go to lunch. Kenji and Aiko flirted while I sat next to them feeling singled out. We walk back to class and I sit in my seat. I wait for class to start.

The teachers walks in with a pile of papers. This reminds me of middle school.. he smiles as he hands them out. We were supposedly going to get a tour around UA. We were going to work with them as a way to introduce us to physical education part of being a hero.

We had to have our parents sign and I knew it would be a problem for Aiko. I looked at her and she looked at me and frowned. Class ended and I walked over to Aiko. I smile and got a pen out. I began to forge her mother signature. She smile and hugged me. She showed Kenji who smiled and hugged Aiko. They left talking to each other. Forgetting about me.

I begin to walk home. I get inside and greet my mom. I go to my room and lock the door. I get the beer that was under my bed and began to drink. I scrolled on instagram and stumbled upon kacchans account. I saw him hangin out with friends and even kissing another dude. The description was: @RedRiot before anyone says anything. Yes. I'm gay. A tear falls down my cheeks and then it turns into many. I drink three bottles until I feel better. I out shoes on and leave my house.

I walk to the bench. Not getting food this time. I stared at the stars. Pretty. I closed my eyes for a little until I opened the, to see the hero sitting right next to me.

"You are waisted" he says. I start crying. He hugs me and rubs my back. People walk and stare but Eraserhead does it back. He's much scarier. I laugh every time he does it.

"What happened problem child?" He asks. I look at him. I take out my phone and show him a photo. He looks at me and blinks his eyes.

"Your in love with that Pomeranian..?" He asks. I laugh and nod. He wasn't always a angry Pomeranian. He just.. did one day. He used to be kind and sweet.

"I knew him since we were tiny little kids. But he turned out to be a huge bully. I thought maybe we could forget the last and move on but I get reminded every single day by just the little things." I say. Finally telling someone. He looks at me a little shocked. He ruffles my hair and hugs me.

"I just... thought maybe... we could work it out" I mutter through my tears. I cried. I out my hands to my face and covered it. He side hugs me.

"He's not worth your time. Trust me. I deal with him everyday" I look up at him confused. He chuckles. He looks at me and smiles.

"I'm a teacher." I look at him a little shocked. That would explain why he's so good with kids. I look at his hand and see a ring. He's married.

"Explains a lot" he looks at me and sighs. He ruffles my hair before waving goodbye and leaving. I stay on the bench. I go home and sit at my desk. I still had letters to write.

I wrote and wrote. I laid my head on my desk and closed my eyes. I woke up to a loud bang come from outside. I run too see what it was. I look too see a man laying on the ground. I rush outside and help him. I look too se e the shooter and recognize him as the infamous shigaraki.

"Well, well, well. What do we have here? A child?" He asks. I look at him scared to death. I hold pressure on the man's wound. Shigarki starts to walk towards me but he soon walks into a portal. Then I fell him grab my neck with four fingers. I could feel myself shaking.

I watch as Eraserhead looks at me and uses his quirk to stop shiagraki. Maybe that's why I'm not dead, aizawa uses his scarf to capture shigarki but he goes threw the portal. I still hold pressure on the wound.

"Call an ambulance" I say. My voice was a little off. He looks at me worried. He calls two ambulances and I was soon rushed to the hospital. I had blood all over my hands. We make it the hospital and I was sent to a room. I was perfectly fine.

"You're lucky you survived" he says I shrug. He looks at me with one eye brow raised. Why did they even want me dead? It feels like everyone wants me dead,

"Am I a target? People keep putting guns to my head, I was almost killed three times... it feels like I'm being targeted" I say. Aizawa nods. My mother rushes into the room crying. She hugs me.

"Izuku!! Are you hurt? Are you alright?" She starts to ask me questions relating to my health. I answered all of them and hugged her. She sits next to me on the bed,

"Miss. We think your son is being targeted." Mom looks at him confused. I hadn't told her I had been sneaking out and going on walks so I put a hand to my neck and signal him not to tell her.

"Well.. the past four days Izuku has been running into... trouble.. he's had a gun out to his head twice and was grabbed by the neck and was almost killed" he says. I close my eyes not wanting too se e my mother's reaction. But instead I get to hear it.

"Izuku! Why haven't you told me!! When did this even happen?!" She starts to ask so many questions. Then she starts muttering about if I died. Then about something random. Then the doctor walks in-

"You are free to leave" he says before going to leave the room. I get up only to be sat back down by my mom. She. Grabs my wrist cashing me to flinch and pulls be backwards.

"Did something happen to your wrist? Should I get the doctor..?" She asks going to check but I take my arm away. I don't dare to look at her nor the hero.

"I-I.. I-I'm fine" I say while putting my hands in my lap. She looks at me worried. The hero looks at me and sighs. I could tell he already knew.

"As you know we think your son is being targeted and I think it would be best if he stayed with me and my family for a little." My mom sighs and nods. She hugs me and tells me she loves me.

"I'll visit you on the weekends!" I say. She nods and cups my face. She frowns as she looks at me. She hugs me and it was time to go. We all exit the building and my mom goes to her car while I go to the hero's. We start to drive. I stare out the window.

"You're going to therapy." He says. I turn my head towards him shocked, I shake my head. He sighs and looks at me quickly before looking at the road.

"You don't get a choice in the matter." He says. I stay silent. If I was going to therapy I was going to not talk to him at all. Not to him at least.

- Day 4 -