- {Happy? Don't make me laugh.~Suicidal Deku} -

- day 5 -

-⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️-

I get a blade from the box and put it to my wrist and add pressure and hesitate before sliding it down. I do it over and over again. I start to feel light headed. I go to my other wrist. I do the same thing. I pull the blade across my arm. I put the blade down admiring my work before covering it with the same bandages. I did the exact same thing as Eraserhead did. I put the blade away and put the box where I had left it.

- Over -

I close my eyes and take a deep breath. The pain felt so good. Why did I ever stop? It feels like an itch being scratched after so long of not itching it.. I feel so.. relieved and relaxed..

"Izuku, we need to ta-" I flinch at him opening the door and immediately talking. I open my eyes and look at him. I smile and wave. He sighs and sits next to me.

"We need to talk." I pout. He looks down at the floor and then his breath hitches. He looks at me. I look at him confused. He takes my hand and looks at the cuts in my finger. Crap.. I guess I pressed a little to hard. He looks at me a little angry.

"Izuku. Did you?" I shake my head and smile. I go to stand up only to be dragged back to sitting down. Yet again wincing at him pulling my wrist.

"Give me your bag." He says. I lean over and grab my bag and give up it to him. He begins to search. He won't find anything in the end. I close my eyes and begin to fall asleep.

-

I wake up once again in a rush. This time with a huge headache. I don't remember anything that happened after walking 'home' with shinso. I run downstairs and see everyone sitting in the living room peacefully. I hit my head and run back upstairs and grab my bag. I run back downstairs and take a few minutes to catch my breath.

"You do know it's Saturday, right?" He asks. I look at him and drop my bag and lay on the floor. I take a big sigh and hear them laughing. I grab my phone and immediately get back up.

"Crap. I forgot about hanging out with Kenji and Aiko. Fucking hell." I say as I open my phone and start texting them. I hear shinso laughing. I look at him with shut the fuck up before I make you eyes. He shuts up and I finish texting Kenji.

"They"re probably going on a date so they probably won't care if I go or not. I'm going back to sleep if I even can." I say. I pick my bag up and realize it was open. I put my bag on the sofa and start looking threw it.

"What happened to my bag? Did someone go through it?" I say. I hear someone sigh. It's not that I cared it was just weird. I stop whatever I was doing and flinch.

"Wait- When did I?" I say. Feeling the fresh ###'s on my wrist. I look at my arm. It looked untouched but I could feel it. I sigh and sit on the cough and sleeping in a ball. I didn't really care I was tired.

- A few hours later -

I stretch. Only to flinch at my cuts ripping open. Wonderful. I get up and look around remembering this is not my house. The living room was abandoned and it was just me. I get up and grab my bag. I go upstairs to 'my' room and see that someone has gone through it. I sigh. I look under the bed too see the box still there. I pick it up and take a few out and out it into my bag. I take one more out and put it in the back of my phone case. I put the box right back where it was.

I hear the door open and go downstairs too see Mic and Shinso coming back with groceries. I sit on the stairs and watch as they unpack.

"Hey, little listener!! I didn't see you there!! What's up?" He asks. Finally noticing me. I shrug. He sits next to me and put his arm around me; giving me a side hug. I lean my head on his shoulder and close my eyes.

"You start therapy tomorrow. Just thought you would want to know" I sigh and pick my head up. I get up only to trip and fall. Mic rushes over to me and helps me. I wipe my nose only too see blood. I shrug it off.

"Where is Mr. Eraserhead" I ask looking back at him. He panics as he sees me and rushes me to the bathroom. He cleans the blood and tells me to pinch my nose with some tissue.

"He will be back soon. He had a meeting today." Mic says. I nod and get up. I walk to the living room and pull my phone out of my pocket and start to scroll. I stare at the photo of them kissing. I had forgotten about it.

"Stupid bully and his stupid ass love life. He can go take his own advice for a change. How about he takes a fucking swan dive and see how it feels to be bullied every fucking day" I mutter as I block the account. I hear a small cough and turn my head too see shinso with a worried look.

"oh!! Don't mind that!" I say while waving my hand. He looks behind me and moves his head a little to the direction. I turn my head and see mic looking at me shocked,

"oh...... heyyyy..."I say giving him a slightly embarrased look. He sighs and takes his phone out and calls someone before leaving the house and taking the call outside. I rush to the door to overhear it.

Present Mic: Its about Izuku. He just admitted to being bullied and there more that I can't discuss on the phone.

???: Okay. We can talk before the 'meeting

I go back to the sofa and pretend I had been scrolling on my phone the whole time. I bet he knew damn well I overheard his conversation. I scroll on my phone and see... edits of them. I throw my phone at the ground and shatter it.

"I don't need a phone anymore." I say picking it up and looking at the glass. Shinso looks at me concern and mic just walks back out with his phone. I pick at the glass until i get a chunk only for the door to open.

"Change of plans. Therapy right now." Aizawa says. I frown and wine and he sighs. Shinso starts laughing and I see aizawa look at him with deadly eyes.

"You too." He says. Shinso looks at him and sighs as he gets up and walks over to the door. I start to run only to be captured.

"Nooooooo.... pleaseeee.." I beg as he puts me in the car. We start and driing and shinso plays music while playing on his phone. We arrive at UA?? We go inside and go to an office. Aizawa opens the door and puts me in a seat.

"Just an hour"