- {Happy? Don't make me laugh.~Suicidal Deku} -

- Day 11 -

I wake up and rub my eyes. I look at Kiko and smile as I pick him up and walk downstairs. I place him on the counter and start making coffee. As the coffee brews I give Kiko some food and water. I feed the rest of the cats and start on some tea. I wash the dishes and smile as I finish. I stretch my body and feel cuts rip open.

"Good morning, Izuku." I look behind me and see Aizawa. I smile at him as I didn't know how to leave without being rude. He looked at the cup of coffee and smiled.

"Thanks kiddo." He says as he takes a few sips. I smile and nod and I go to leave. I walk up to the bathroom and close the door. I lock it and quickly make sure no major cuts have ripped open.

I'm sigh and re-bandage my leg. I get up and wash my hands as I leave the restroom. I walk out and go to my room. I put on my uniform and put my backpack on. I walked downstairs and saw Kiko sitting on a counter waiting for me.

"Why did you suddenly rush out?" Aizawa asks as he looks at me a little suspiciously. I stand there unsure of what to say. He sighs and puts his mug down as he walks over to me.

"I had to use the bathroom.." I say and he stays silent as he takes my arm and rolls my sleeve up. I watch him. Doing nothing to stop him. He looks at it a little surprised and smile softly as he puts a hand on my head.

"I'm proud of you, Izuku." He says as he puts my arm down. I smile and thank him. I was thankful he didn't even get the idea of checking my legs. It's not like it would do him any good as the cuts were safely hidden under my garments.

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The days goes on like normal. I visit Monoma and shinso, I go to class, I take notes and do my normal thing.

After training I started to get changed. I looked at my boxers and saw how bloody they were. I cursed myself as I put my pants on quickly. I still had an hour left. Before going back to class I went to the bathroom and gave my legs a second round of bandages. I made my way back to class and sat down.

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Class ended and I got up. Dots of red peeking through my pants. I put my bag on and pick Kiko up. I left quickly and rushed home. Not saying a word to Shinso or Monoma. I got home and took my pants off as I completely changed into new clothing. I bandages my legs and put the old ones in the trash and watched as Kiko looked at my angrier then last time,

"Look. I'm sorry but it just feels so good. It's like a stress reliever that makes your whole body calm and relaxed." I say looking at him; knowing he has no idea what I'm saying. I sigh and pick him up as I go downstairs. I sat down on the sofa and watched a movie. The front door opens and shinso comes in with denki.

"There you are. You didn't tell dad or me where you went so we were worried." He says looking at me and sighing. I smile and pet kiko as I put my attention back on the movie,

"Just wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone today!" I say with a soft smile as kiss kiko on the head. Shinso nods and takes denkis hand as he leads him up stairs. I pay my attention back to the movie. Soon after Eraserhead and Mic come home. I smile as I see them.

"Good afternoon" I say with a soft smile. Aizawa goes to the kitchen while mic gives me a small wave. Aizawa comes back with a cup of coffee. I watch TV while Mic starts to make dinner and Aizawa watches to make sure Mic doesn't burn down the kitchen. I watch TV for a little before getting bored and going to my room. I sit down at the desk in the room and get out a few pieces of paper. I take out a pen as well and take a deep breath as I try to think of who I wanted to start writing my goodbye letter too first.

As I begin to write I realize that aizawa and mic have done so much for me and I wanted to express that in words on the paper. I finish one letter and smile at my accomplishment. I fold it neatly and put it into a drawer as I get up. Someone knocks on my door,

"Dinners ready!" Mic says happily, I smile and walk over. I walk down to the dinner table with him and we all begin to eat. After a few bites I was surprised too see myself more hungry. I take few more bites until I felt full.

"Your eating more! That's such great news!" Mics says happily. I smile at him. I get up and excuse myself as I put the rest of the food in a container. I out my plate in the sink and pick up Kiko as I walk to my room. I get dressed into comfier clothing before laying on my bed and smiling. I pet kiko as I slowly drift off to sleep.

- Day 12 -