And Always.

Chapter 7

(Good Girls Bad Guys By Falling In Reverse)

Sapnap's Pov

"The Rejects are officially in Texas!" Hannah ran around my house and I rolled my eyes.

I had to cover how actually fucking nervous i was to just be in the same state as her. I was terrified of seeing her again, because I knew once I did, it would be like relapsing.

"Did you watch their concert last night? Ace broke down crying on the stage." Harper had a sad smile on her face and Hannah looked sad.

"I saw it. I cried, it broke my little heart." Hannah sat on the stool across from Harper and smiled. This was the only reason why Hannah liked Harper, was because she would talk about The Rejects and I wouldn't.

"Do you think Harley still knows my favorite song?" My mother asked in response to the song two nights ago.

"She does, did you not read the news article?" Hannah asked my mom, and then pulled her phone out.

"Can we please stop talking about Harley for 5 minutes?" I asked, starting to get frustrated. I feel like the only time my parents ever talked to me anymore was to talk about Harley. Everything was about Harley Ace Willows.

"Who is Harley?" Harper asked, finally letting her curiosity get the best of her.

"She was like my big sister! She was Nick's girlfriend. Well she still is... Kinda?" Hannah rambled, and Harper looked at me and I just rolled my eyes at her. This kid doesn't seem to know when to shut up.

"Are you coming?" I asked Harper, as I started to get my keys and wallet, and my phone.

"Where are we going?" She grabbed her purse and followed me outside before I got into Skylar's car that was pulled outfront.

"You're welcome for picking you up by the way." Skylar looked in the rear view mirror back at me and I rolled my eyes.

"Please drive. Please be silent about it too." Skylar laughed, and shook her head with a smile, before she turned on her radio. Selina turned around to look at me from the front seat. Harper put her seatbelt on, and my hands were shaking.

I hate the way I got, even when I just talked about her. Or even hearing other people talk about her.

"Oh my god! Sap, did you see! The Rejects are in Texas." Selina raised her eyebrows at me, and I rolled my eyes with a smile.

"Of course I've seen. I'm staying with my sister, she tracked their tour bus the whole way." Selina laughed, as she changed the radio station and one of Harley's songs came on.

I looked over at Harper, and she had a soft smile on her face, and held her eyes closed as Yomar sang. She looked genuinely happy there, and it made part of me feel terrible. Harper is a really good friend, but I could never see myself actually dating her.

Everyone thinks we are dating, but we just did it so that our friends would leave us alone. Apparently she's still hooked on her ex, and her friends hate it, and everyone knows my situation. So we got together for each other's convenience. We pulled up outside of Eryn's house, both girls rushing out of the car and inside the house.

"Harper, can I talk to you?" I spoke out of the silence and she looked over at me.

"Of course." She looked at me with a smile. She was nice, but she wasn't Harley.