And Always.

Chapter 13

(Apologize By OneRepublic)

Sapnap's Pov

"Your a fucking idiot, I can't stand you!" Skylar's words hit me like a truck as I stared at her.

My expressions were numb. I was numb. I looked over at my phone laying there. Both of them. The tears started to fall from my eyes, and I just sat there.

"Nick, it's okay." Harper spoke softly, rubbing my back as Skylar stared at me in disappointment.

"Shut the fuck up!" Skylar said to Harper, and Harper looked at her shocked.

"Okay guys, let's not-" Daytona tried cutting in, and Wilbur just pulled her back.

"They have to hash this out, love, just let it happen." He mumbled to her, standing next to her, putting his arm around her waist.

"I did nothing to you, Skylar." Harper spoke calmly, and Ranboo put his arm on Skylar's shoulder trying to calm her down.

"You fucking left her? For good?" Her words were laced with venom as tears started to fill her eyes.

"Have you not once thought about how that would affect me?" Skylar's voice with both disbelief and betrayal.

"Sky-"

"Don't. Don't say a fucking word to me."

"You have to understand why I did it. I can't wait 5 more years. I can't put myself through that."

"You should have talked to me, Nicholas." Her voice was breathless, and the tears ran down her face.

"Skylar, it's okay." Ranboo tried to reason with her and she just shook her head.

"You fucked up, Nicholas." The use of my full name over and over again by her was like getting stabbed, over and over again.

"Skylar, you have to understand where he's coming from-" Harper tried to reason once more with her, and this time, everything broke.

"Don't say shit to me! You weren't around when I got attached to her, you weren't there to teach me the things she did! You didn't help me through the hard times in my life, she did. You didn't know her at all! You don't know how much Harley Willows affected not only Nick's life, but my life. So you don't get to have a fucking opinion, Harper."

"You don't get to sit here, and scream at all of us, who are trying our best. You weren't the only person who lost someone!" Harper stood up, now both girls were getting extremely frustrated with each other.

"Oh yeah? I'm sure Yomar still loves you so goddamn much! Did you see the way he looked at you last night? When things went to shit, he threw you right to the side, so how important are you, Harper?" Her voice came out in sarcasm as Harper stood there, tears falling from her eyes.

"Skylar-" Ranboo grabbed her arm and she shoved it off of her.

"I've been through so fucking much, and this was the one thing, I had been waiting for, for the past 5 years. And you went and destroyed it, with one fucking phone call." The sobs escaped from her lips, and I knew I fucked up.

"Skylar." Ranboo put his hands on her shoulders.

"I fucking hate you." She stared right at me, looking me right in the eyes, and all I did was stare at her. The whole house went quiet, and the only noise you could hear were Skylar's cries.