I hate you and you hate me...there, now we're even with each other. (Chp. 1)

I hate you and you hate me...there, now we're even with each other. (Chp. 5)

RECAP

Seth's POV

I was suddenly hit with a wave of sadness from all the years of desolation. I usually felt this way but today...today had to be the worst of it all. I felt utterly alone and desperate. I put my hands in my face and let out a forced laugh. That's when I felt it after I thought about the one person that made me happy. Her smile, her laughter, her beauty. I looked up and gasped when I saw a vision. My world turned black just before that and that's when i found myself wrapped in complete love.

SETH

Start of Vision

I was in a lucious green meadow with the most beautiful flowers and landscape I had ever seen. I had my eyes closed but yet, they were open. I finally opened them for real this time and realized I was right. It was just as I'd spoken but even more beautiful. Though one thing was off. I was me, but not really me. I was looking at myself but I wasn't myself. Perhaps only becausethis is a vision but...I liked it. I was lying down in the grass with my right arm behind my head and my other wrapped around a girl. Her beautiful blond hair was layed out across my chest and her eyes were closed. They then opened and she sat up. It was then that I recognized her. Aislin. She turned and looked at me and I had sat up with her, "What's wrong?" I asked. She watched me and studied my face until her eyes landed on my lips. I smiled at her and took a finger under her chin and brought her lips to mine. She let out a small moan in the back of her throat and I had pulled her closer to me.

We pulled apart and she whispered against my lip, "I'm not done." A smile crept to my lips as she pushed me down and pressed her lips more forcefully to mine and this time I moaned. She released our lips and began to nibble on my neck before laying next to me again. I wrapped my arms around her lovingly and she looked up at me through her deep, chocolate eyes, "I love you Seth." I smiled at her, "I love you too." And that's when the vision ended.

End of Vision

I sat up and realized that I had fallen to the floor and I was sweating lightly. I jumped up and began to wash my face and thought about what I had seen. I had a gift of visions that only I knew about. No one but me knew and I planned on keeping it that way. Usually my visions came true and this one felt so real that I had thought it was real. I smiled inwardly at myself. Aislin was going to kiss me and tell me she loved me. I smiled widely and let myself jump onto the bed and begin closing my eyes. I love you too....

Aislin's POV

I woke up with my make-up smudged and my hair in rats (knots). I was not happy with the fact that I looked terrible so I decided to take a shower. Once I'd gotten into the shower, that's when yesterday's events hit me so hard my knees began to buckle as I let the tears flow freely. My pride was in shambles from what had happened and I didn't even want to bother picking it back up. I sighed painfully and got out of the shower and stepped into some black skinny jeans, a white t-shirt that had a sad puppy on it and my white converse. I decided to flip my hair into a pony tail and my bangs fell over to cover my red, puffy eyes. I added a little bit of mascara and lipgloss but that was it. I dragged my feet downstairs and was to depressed to eat breakfast so I decided to skip when one little word stopped me in my tracks.

"...pregnant." I backtracked to the kitchen to find Amber in Blake's arms and she was crying miserably. I then found my mom, Abbigail, sitting in front of her with her arms crossed and her beautiful blue eyes welling up with tears. I was about to scream at myself because I was related to a slut when I realized that mom was right here and that she'd came back from her work in Paris. I screamed happily, "Mom!! Oh mom you're home!!" I threw myself at her and hugged her so tight she couldn't breathe. She let out a small laugh and hugged me back, "I'm glad I'm back to honey but me and your sister are having a conversation." My happiness died down as soon as her attention went right back to Amber. I looked at her, "What's wrong?"

She shifted slightly in Blake's arms and he was glaring daggers at me. I glared back and watched everyone, "You're pregnant?" Amber wailed and cried harder and Blake tried to comfort her. Mom glared at me, "Go. Now." I felt a pang in my chest and was about to protest when mom's temper was released, "Dammit, Aislin!! You're just like your father!! Leave!! Go!! We're trying to talk!!" She screamed at me. I winced and instantly fled out of there like a scared chicken. I slammed the front door and felt tears come to my eyes. Why did Amber never get in trouble? When she was the one who had let the T.V. wires get wet, she was worried over if she was okay and I got in trouble for not watching and helping. When she was the one who 'accidently' let my new puppy, Sam, get run over by a truck, I was in trouble for making Amber have responsibility for my pet. And now that she's the one who was a slut and got pregnant, I'm in trouble for asking whats wrong? I mean, what's up with that? I was sick and tired of being blamed for everything while she gets all the attention!

I felt tears pour down my cheeks and I started to run who knows where. More pain enveloped me as I ran and I suddenly found myself in the foresty-looking park where a whole bunch of trees, and occasionally some wildlife, was at. I dropped to the ground and allowed my pain to take over. I wasn't fair. It just wasn't fair. And mom had said I was just like dad. How the heck was I like him if I'd never met him? I cried harder and felt desolation surround me. I leaned my head against the tree behind me and wept quietly. Utter lonliness took hold of me and I felt pain peck at my heart like a heartless vulture. I had my eyes closed while I cried when a shadow was cast across me and I looked up to see a heavenly face. Seth.

He leaned down and brushed his hand across my cheek, "Don't cry anymore." his honey-like voice whispered. I let out a sob and threw myself in his arms. He cradled me back and forth until I stopped crying and was now letting out little hiccups. He rubbed my back and told me to tell him what was wrong so I did because I trusted him. When I finished, he said nothing but allowed me to lay in his arms of love for who knows how long.

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