s i x t y - e i g h t

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For those of you who have already forgotten what happened in the last few chapters because I haven't updated in ages, Harry was telling the story about what happened between him and Maxine so those were just flashbacks (last 2 chapters) and the last thing that happened before the flashbacks  was Harry and Lily's... you know. Haha so they've just done the dirty (that was on a Friday, when Harry picked Lily up from school to spend the weekend with him, cause that's what he asked their mom so that he could convince her of forgiving him after finding out about Maxine) and this chapter is what happened the next morning. KK GO ON AND READ NOW!


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I opened my eyes to see Lily lying peacefully beside me. Her blonde hair sprawled all over the white sheets and her arms and legs hugging the pillows. I wonder how she got all the way there since we fell asleep tangled in each other's arms. I shifted to lay on my side and rested my head over the palm of my hand just so I could admire her better.

A few minutes later, my phone vibrated twice from the bedside table. I sighed as I was thinking who might have texted me this early. I lazily rolled over to my other side and reached for my phone. I clicked on the button and the screen lit up to reveal the time which was 7 am. I swiped the screen to read the text message.

As I was expecting, it was Max. After a week she's finally texted me, and she wants to come by to get her stuff.

Even though I don't want to, I don't want Lily to see her, I know I have to to reassure Lily that she's the one I love and want to be with. I have to prove that she's still who I'm choosing even though Max will be a constant in my life as my classmate.

"Lily..." I whispered, lightly shaking her. i didn't want to wake her up from such a peaceful state but she has to know that Max is coming by.  "Baby... I'm sorry to be waking you up but... It's time for breakfast."

She twisted and turned and I smiled as I watched her. Her eyes were still closed and she was still breathing heavily, so I shook her a little bit more. "Come on babe. I want you up when I finish in the shower okay?" I waited for an answer, but nothing. It's when I saw the slight curl of her lips partly hidden from the pillow she was hugging that I knew she was just playing being asleep. I placed a quick kiss on her forehead and pushed myself out of the bed to get a shower.

I opened my closet to get a grey t shirt and a pair of jeans. As another shirt falls on the ground, my eyes shifted to the boxes under my clothes. I shook my head and sighed as I recalled the most stupid decision of my life. I hung my towel over my shoulder and went out into the hallway to the bathroom. I opened the lights and set my towel down. I stood in front of the sink and gripped its edge, looking at myself in the mirror. I stared at my dark circles and eye bags and pimples. I am in so much pressure and stress lately that my bad skin looks even worse.

After picking on my facial flaws, I stripped from my clothes and stepped into the shower, closing the shower curtain after me. I let the water run till it got warm before I let myself bathe in it. I grabbed the shampoo and washed all the oil and dirt out of my hair. Stepping under the running water, I heard something move from the other side of the curtain. I quickly rinsed my hair and cleared my eyes from all the shampoo when a small figure wrapped itself around my naked body.

"Fuck!" I hissed, still unable to completely open my eyes. Her childlike giggle echoed in the bathroom, and she squeezed me tighter.

"Did I scare you?" She asked, her head, unable to reach the top of my shoulders, rested on my back instead. Streaks of blonde hair sticking onto my body.

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