you really messed me up.
you really did
I lay awake at night.
trying to imagine
how it could have been
what did I do wrong?
why did I meet you.
why did life put you in my path?
for you to just leave again
and leave me to be broken.
what am I supposed to realize?
that I make mistakes
or that I get attached too quick
I don't regret my mistake.
it was the best mistake I've ever made.
but that mistake left me broken.
fucked up, lost.
what am I supposed to say?
I'm sorry.
sorry for hoping.
sorry for feeling joy.
sorry for thinking it was something good.
sorry for ever sending you a message.
I'm sorry for thinking it was a good idea.
I'm sorry I thought life was giving me a break.
I'm sorry for caring.
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Unspoken Poetry
Poezja⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ if any of the tagged things are sensitive to read about or makes you feel uncomfortable, please do not read! I'd hate to be the reason you feel either way.