Cote: What If's [ONGOING]

What If: I Forget Most Things

A lil background for the premise of the what if...

-Kiyo forgets most things, it does not matter if it's important or not.
-as for the reason, I'm still thinking about it.
-this includes some and almost everything about his past being forgotten. His mind may not remember but his body does.
-memory life-span is mostly just living day to day life but he keeps a journal.

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As he opens his eyes. He spotted an unfamiliar ceiling.

At that moment he instinctively knew that he forgotten most of the things that happened yesterday.

He didn't know when this status condition on him started but it might also be the reason he forgot all about it.

As Kiyotaka sighed, he sat himself up on his bed and scanned the surroundings.

He tried remembering what happened yesterday but alas it was a failure.

This thing he called "Forget the past and live for today" which is abbreviated to FPLT, which he shortened more to Flip-it.

There was a reason for him calling it Flip-it but couldn't remember.

This condition of him made him not think about his past as well. As he himself knew that he was apathetic to most of things, he just didn't have enough care to him that would make him move to remember the past.

As far as he knew. There might be a reason for all this.

What if he was actually the demon lord and he would destroy the world if he ever recovers his memories.

But what matters to him is living. It might be tiresome to adjust everyday, but he ought to do it.

Such is life. He thought.

But he was lonely as well.

It was tiresome to meeting strangers everyday.

For him, everyone is a stranger, today and forever.

He would not be able to build a relationship with someone regardless if this body remembers his mind doesn't and that brings problems to his mentality.

It just didn't feel right.

He stood up and went towards a notebook on his desk.

He started writing what his thoughts about today would be.

Kiyotaka checked the notebook and noticed that almost half of it was filled already and the date for that particular journal entry was only for yesterday.

He sighed once again.

Kiyotaka only thought that nothing bothersome happened to him.

As he finished his morning existential crisis.

He know started to read his entry for yesterday.

The mind of yesterday started writing when he was on the bus to attend the school.

There was a lot of names included that he should remember and forget.

One particular one was Horikita Suzune.

According to this entry. She was probably the most interesting person on his classroom.

But he beg to differ. What was his yesterday self thinking trying to be acquaintances with someone who was so full of herself?

As far as he knew even while reading this he was feeling annoyed.

"Yep. I'll be ignoring her for now." Kiyotaka muttered.

As he finished everything up until the end of the day entry. He started writing once again just to remind his tomorrow self to ignore Horikita.

As he finished he went and got ready for the day. His yesterday self adviced him to shower, be prim and proper and smile as you greet.

Everything was possible other than the latter.

He didn't know the reason but he was unable to smile. Was the nerves on his cheeks paralyzed? He didn't know.

But he ended his entry like that and went off for the day.

It was like living a dream for him. Because one he woke up. Everything was forgotten.

But before he did. He actually wondered how his introduction went?

There was details about what the lines the other used for their introductions. As for his introduction... It was nonexistent. His habit was always to write about themselves but this was one of the few times his yesterday self didn't do it.

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Heya!!
This particular scenario was actually just lying around my drafts.

I think this is a rant to me forgetting to do something important and that particular thing biting me back.

Anyway hope ya'll have a nice day!

STAYHORNY!