Iceberg Meets Sunshine (Syclups #5)

THIRTY

HERA

     Why?

That question never stop bugging my mind and soul. It keeps on bothering me, asking me again and again, until all i can do to answer it was to cry.

Why?

It's only a one word with a question mark but i don't think thousand words will be enough to answer it.

Why?

Why did he chose to forget me?

Why?

Why did he included me to those people that he will erase on his memories?

Why did he decided to delete my name, our relationship, our memories, and our bond in his memories?

Or was it unintentional?

No, i think no. I am one of the reasons why he had such cruel life before. I am the daughter of someone who ruined and crumpled his childhood. The reason why his father can't even give him a piece of love nor care. I am very pathetic to enjoy the life that his father gave us while he's suffering and slowly breaking into pieces, until nothing is left.

Maybe i deserve to be forgotten? And maybe i don't really deserve such man who loves me more than he loves himself.

As those thoughts bugs my mind, i felt another group of tears falling down to my tummy. I look down and cried even more.

"Kinalimutan tayo ni daddy, baby.." i informed him or her with a cracked voice.

"Pero hindi dapat tayo magalit sa kanya, kasi kasalan ko kung bakit niya tayo kinalimutan.." i continued.

Cold breeze whipped my pale skin as i look up to watch the stars shining and dancing through the dark sky. It looks like they're reminding me that positive changes will happen soon and everything will be back at the right place.

Tama. Maaalala ako ni Ken.. He will remember me, and if he don't, then i will make him remember me. He did everything to pursue me before, so i will do the same. I will do everything to make him look at me the way he does before.

"Gosh, Hera. Balak mo rin bang ma-ospital? Ang lamig lamig oh! Tapos wala ka man lang jacket o kahit ano!"

Dahan dahan akong napalingon sa likod at nakita si Miles at Romeo na nagmamadaling tumatakbo palapit sa akin habang may dala dalang jacket ay cap. She immediately wrapped me with those clothes and made me turn around to check my physique.

"Masama sa buntis ang nagpapalamig at nagpupuyat! Halika kana, uuwi na tayo!" she exclaimed that made me just chuckled. Nasa rooftop kasi ako ng condominium ko. Hindi naman na ako maaaring manatili sa bahay ni Ken dahil hindi niya ako kilala kahit na anong pilit naming paliwanag.

He keep on denying me, telling me that he never know someone like me..which is a very sharp knife to my heart.

"Tuwang tuwa pa oh!" naaasar rin na komento ni Romeo at sinamahan ang kasintahan niya sa pag alalay sa akin.

"Ano ba kayo, tatlong buwan palang akong buntis. Kaya ko maglakad mag isa." sabi ko at marahang inalis ang mga kamay nila sa braso ko pero nagpumilit pa rin sila.