Forever Petrified Tmnt

Lonely

April's Pov

I froze as my eyes gazed on my lunch table to see Furia sitting next to Casey. She gazed back into my eyes, she looked nervous for some reason. Its like earlier when I saw her and she just out of no where ran away. I mean I didn't even do anything. Its not like its my fault we're not friends. One day we were friends and then the next she gives me the cold shoulder. She never even told me why. I sighed and started to make my way over to the table. I sat across from Furia.

"H-Hi April." Furia's voice cracked just like Donnie's. I couldn't help but smile. Donnie and Furia would get along so well. I blinked and put on a fake frown. I couldn't let her know that I missed her as a friend.

"So why are you sitting here Furia?" I asked plainly, glaring at her. I saw her cringe at my sneer, but I didn't soften my glare.

"Uh well I um I uh well..." Casey cut into her stuttering mess.

"I invited her to sit with us." Casey stated cheerfully. With out even thinking about it I responded.

"Oh so you can have friends?" I questioned angrily. I saw her bite her lip.

"A-April I uh I.." I cut into her sentence.

"You What!" I said loudly. I mean seriously I thought the reason she started ignoring me was because she couldn't have friends for some weird, stupid reason. But now I'm starting to think she just doesn't like me and that hurts, alot.

Furia's Pov

April glared at me waiting for an answer. My mind was telling me to run and not tell her anything. But my heart was telling me I needed to say something.

"April.." I paused and closed my eyes. "April its complicated." I said calmly.

"Really so complicated that you had to stop talking to me?" She sneered angrily.

"April I'm sorry. Its just that you wouldn't understand." I said quietly. "I was scared." I whispered.

"Scared of What!?" She screamed. I could hear the whole cafeteria fall silent. I could feel all eyes on our table. I became even more nervous.

"I-I..I.." Out of no where I stood up and ran out of the cafe as fast as I could, tears streaming down my face. I ran to my last class, art. I sat down and put my head into my hands.

"Why am I doing this to myself?" I questioned myself quietly. "Why couldn't I just tell her?"

 I could feel my heart rate pick up and my eyes went wide as the image of my mom made its way into my head. I breathed heavily.

"Y-You got mutated into a freak?"

"DON'T CALL ME THAT!!! I AM NOT YOUR MOTHER ANYMORE!!!!"

"YOU DISGUSTING MUTANT FREAK!!! GET AWAY FROM ME!!!"

"I could never love a repulsive freak like you."

Her voice echoed in my mind. I held my head tightly.

"No stop." I shook her voice away from me. I felt the tears stream down my face. I quickly wiped them away as I heard the teacher enter.

"Oh Hi Furia." She said kindly and sat at her desk. "Why so early?" She questioned smiling, not noticing my tears.

"Oh well I uh..." I paused thinking of an excuse. "Oh I wanted to finish my project before break." I smiled widely at my excuse. She smiled and continued doing stuff at her desk. My excuse was perfect considering we were going on summer break starting tomorrow. I really can't wait considering I have a family now to spend it with now. But the bad thing is I promised myself to go talk to my mom. I don't know why I did it. One day when I had gone home I was really depressed and I had cried for at least three hours. When I finally ran out of tears I promised myself I needed to talk to my mom during break. But now I regret it, I'm scared. I'm scared of the words that will be said and worst of all if she calls me a freak again. Its been five years, five years! She has to miss me. Right?