Finding Purpose In The Multiverse: Meta Essence Quest Mode

A Test And Rocky Entrance

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Entry 50:

Linus Ozias POV:

After helping a little lost girl, I find myself returning to the tunnel between dimensions, and after a much shorter amount of time between them, I return to the crossroads.

But instead of finding myself in an office, I find myself somewhere else, a large room with a throne, but unlike the Emperor of mankind, this one feels a lot more biblical.

And I see the God of freedom looking at the throne as if pondering something, as his expression is unreadable because he's still wearing his armor.

" You know there is one similarity between you and me. We were both Catholics, not devout, but Catholics nonetheless, and we both lived believing that if we did things right and played by the book, we would be welcome in God's kingdom."

The God says this as I feel confused about why he's saying this, but he continues before I can ask any questions.

" Yet after becoming a god myself, I've met many versions of him, some much more cynical and some much more hopeful."

" Even the one in supernatural I found to be lacking in some ways other than the fact that the man was just a cynical narcissist writer that treated his creations like a playwright would treat his cast."

"I never felt like I indeed saw what I believed to be God in any of them, and that is because he can never truly be defined, in my opinion. "

The God then turns around, addressing me directly as even with his helmet on, I can feel his eyes boring through me.

" Each and every one of us defines what God is and what God should be like, but then the question is asked?"

" How do you define god?"

"Do you find God a lord of predestination, one who plays his hand so far and in such a complicated matter that you always play into his plans regardless of your choices?"

" Do you find god to be ultimately benevolent a creator of all as to simply enjoy the fruits of his labor and the fruits that his creations grow themselves?"

"Do You find God a being that creates not out of benevolence but simply to enjoy the actions and entertainment from his creations?"

"Do you find God to simply not exist in that the creation of the universe was just a happy accident in the void of nothing?"

He pauses as he looks back at the throne, "Or is God just another divine being, a being that can die, a being that can be lost, and a being that can make mistakes?"

I ponder these questions, and honestly, I have found myself questioning along these lines myself.

The God proceeds to change the room again. We find ourselves back in the office space as he sits down at the other end of the table and beckons me to sit down as I try to answer his question.

After nearly half an hour of thinking, I came to an answer.

" When I was learning the teachings of God, I always thought that in my darkest moments that his teaching was pointless, that the world always proved his teachings wrong and by thinking that I felt unworthy."

" God is more than just a standard. He is more than just an example to live by. He represents possibility, and in the event, he is a being pulling strings and drawing strokes of fate across a canvas. He may create the broad strokes, but we fill in the lines."