Finding Purpose In The Multiverse: Meta Essence Quest Mode

Help Yourself, Help Others

Entry 111:

Linus Ozias POV:

I sit with Yasaka as I comb through the prayers being sent to me via the God system, and thanks to my memory acceleration and partitioning.

It would be overwhelming if not for the fact that my divinity is growing in response to my need to respond to all of them.

Prayers for their families, prayers for wealth, prayers for their own success in life, love, and happiness.

Some beg for forgiveness and others for redemption, and while not all of them deserve it, I need to look at them at least and give them the time to understand and make a decision.

It truly makes me wonder how God did not go mad at hearing all of these prayers and having to keep up with all of these appearances.

You may wonder why I'm not just automating the process because it would take away the fundamental aspect of faith.

Knowing that someone is there listening and someone is there to guide you in your lowest of times, eventually, I will be able to handle the system passively and not have to actively focus on it, but for now, I look through the billions of prayers.

I smile, seeing the happiness that comes from those who seek a miracle and have it granted. Most would be as happy as they would expect if they were good people. Their lives would also be good.

It is the fundamental aspect of karma and understanding one's own self and the consequences their actions have on others. Such understanding is what defines a person's place in the afterlife.

While dealing with all of the prayers, I realize that since I have become a God, I have technically developed a new weakness that being anti-divine weapons could affect me to a higher degree, and as such, I use six of the 10 charges I have to nearly nullify that weakness.

I can never truly get rid of it, but I can make it so that I take damage from it just like any other weapon, similar to how Kryptonians have no defense against magic, but it's not their weakness.

I have also been using my Charisma as a bit of a dump stat as I currently have fifteen charges in that category and, as such, ups it to a point where I could tell someone to jump off a cliff, and they would.

In all honesty, sometimes I see even Rose and Yasaka look at me just to look at me, and while most would be scared of such attention, I revel in it as I know that I will always be in their eye even if I'm not here.

In regards to those two, I have been forwarding our relationships as I've gone on dates, you've had lunch and dinner together, and we have even slept together. It has been a relaxing time.

For Ingvild, she has begun her term at Kuoh Academy at her own behest to reconnect with the world. And while I'm a worry for her, I know this is a necessary next step. I have already contacted the Satans to inform her of her actual identity, and with some very subtle threats, her identity will not be disclosed until she is ready.

I visit her very often, and while she will never admit it, she does enjoy my visits, and we just sit as I listen to her sing, as it has become an almost necessary act for my day.

Currently, the date is April 20th, 2018, and in two months, I have ascended to godhood and become the new Biblical God. Meta essences are terrifying.

Because even now, super devils like Sirzechs and Ajuka cannot even touch me. But while this is something to be celebrated, I will not let it get to my head as there are always bigger fish in the sea, that is, the Multiverse, and while I enjoy gaining power, I will not let it consume my life.