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SeokJin takes a deep breath and counts backward. He can't fuck up this. Not in front of his ex. Oh god, please...

" Ohh" Jungkook slides down Seokjin's pants making him gasp.

" Can't I??"  Jungkook asks starting at Seokjin

" No...I mean yes.....yes you can" Seokjin babbles while raising his hip to help Jungkook continue. Seokjin closes his eyes without knowing, he squeezes them trying to breathe and be present. He wants to enjoy it. He truly wants to continue it without fucking it up.

Seokjin opens his eyes as he doesn't feel any movements from Jungkook who is staring at him with a confused look.

"Seokjin, are you fine?"

Oh no he is not, he is....just scared. shit, it's a performance anxiety. The preoccupation about his performance ruins the actual performance. His senses get heightened to the extent he can't feel the actual arousal. So yeah that's how he reaches the end without the sex.

" I am...I am...not fine."

" Hey, look at me what happened ?" Jungkook without minding his naked body sits for conversation.

" I'm..."

" We can stop-"

"NO...NO...I WANT TO DO IT JUNGKOOK. I WANT TO SUCK YOUR DICK "

"Okay...okay...I mean I want you to suck my dick too but I feel there might be some problem"

" yeah... it's just... it's just my anxiety. I...feel tremors in my hands. Ah, I'm such a turn off right?"

Genuinely seokjin feels how can he be such an antiromantic. All he wants is a dick in any of his holes.

" Okay, so what should we do now?"

Both are naked well seokjin is practically half-naked and now they are thinking about what they should do. Seokjin is responsible for it.

" I don't know Jungkook. I don't know but all I know is I want to do something....like...something.... real in bed"

Seokjin looks down at his fingers, not knowing what he should do. Jesus hates him. He also hates Jesus so it's a match.

"Okay....hmm...how about we take it slow...like...you know...hmm...just....just maybe touching each other...you know it will help you to concentrate more on your senses than your nervousness"

" Are you doing sex therapy on me?"

" Is it a problem? If something will help us to get through it then what's wrong about trying it?"

Oh no, Jungkook is his ex and it's unfair. Why is he his ex?

" Okay"

What else can he say?"

" Let me just put my underwear back -"

" NO...I mean no...don't...I think hmm...I think we shouldn't take a step back...we should take the next step so that putting back your underwear is stepping back so....so...don't"

Just let me see how hard it can become, how straight it can stand. Just for science purposes.

" Okay... you would have just said you wanna look at it"

" yeah...I mean who wouldn't want to....right?"

Jungkook leans down and holds Seokjin's chin between his thumb and index finger. It's intimidating how Jungkook can stare at Seokjin's soul.

" stop bringing the world between us. It's just me and you here. If I ask do you wanna look at it, you will be answering for yourself. I am not interested in the world right now, SeokJin. So let me try again, do you wanna look at it as we take the first step and touch each other, Seokjin?"

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