Up at night

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Blitz's POV
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I sat up that night. All I could think about was her. Sleep? No. That was the last thing on my mind.

"Fuck, Blitz. You're thinking about her too much. You're going to fucking drive yourself crazy....."

I muttered to myself, pacing in my office. My mind drifted to her once again and I groaned softly, holding my head in my hands.

"That's it. I'm gonna tell her. Tomorrow, when she gets home."

A voice in his head hissed back with a cold laugh.

"Ha! You really think you're going to go through with it?? You're a pussy, Blitzø. You're too SCARED to tell her. You're better off not telling her at all. Save yourself the heartache~"

I snarled, hitting my head repeatedly. 

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!! IM NOT LISTENING TO YOU!!"

The voice went silent for a moment.

"You're hurting yourself again."

I froze.

"What did you say...?"

"Ugh. Can you not hear? I said you're fucking hurting yourself again. Stop."

I rubbed my head, looking down.

"Thanks..I guess..."

The voice sighed.

"Blitz...listen. I may not be the best one to listen to...but I have your best interest in mind. And I may have a fucked up way of showing it, but I care about your wellbeing."

I scoffed slightly.

"You don't give a rats ass about me. You love tormenting me."

"Will you just shut the fuck up and listen to me for once in your life? That girl is no good for you. She will turn on you the second she gets a chance. Just like Verosika did."

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Authors Note: in this, Verosika didn't get left by Blitz. She abandoned Blitz when he needed her most, and ran off with another dude.
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I growled, clenching my fists.

"Don't you DARE say her name. She is DEAD TO ME. Y/N is NOTHING like her!! You do not have the RIGHT TO COMPARE THEM!!"

The voice fell completely silent now. I curled up and started crying.

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