Millionaire's Unknown Daughter

Chapter 46

Today's the day we're moving to Seattle and I'm nervous as hell, we have to be at the airport to get on Nonno's jet at lunch time, and I've been stressing all morning trying not forget anything; though I know I probably will.

Xeres and Maddox have been loading up the SUV with our luggage, while Nonno, Nonna and Alicia have stolen the twins. They've been caring for them both all morning, spending as much time as they can with them.
Nonno had already promised to come visit me and the guys in the States to see us and the girls, and planned on coming at Christmas to stay for the holidays with Alicia and Nonna agreeing to come along, too.

I had packed everything I'd need on the jet for the girls into two large diaper bags, and they were already packed into the Jet waiting so I wouldn't forget. The girls were travelling in their car seats, so they'd most likely sleep most of the flight anyway. We were stopping over at London, in the UK to refuel, before carrying on to Seattle. It would take 16 hours roughly to get there and I planned to get as much sleep as possible while the girls did.

It's been three days since I slept with Maddox and I already kind-of regret it, but not as much as I should. We hadn't done anything other than share a few heated looks while alone, and I was thankful for it - I still wasn't sure wether being fuck-buddies would be such a good idea or not- sure the sex was great; mind blowing in fact, but I knew how much shit this would cause if dad or my uncle's ever found out.
Just thinking about it made my head hurt and I needed to decide what to do before we get to Seattle. I was leaning more to the decision of ending everything, it was for the best, really. And if Maddox decided he wanted to wait until I was ready, then we'd try when the girls were older. I really liked him, but this felt like it was too soon, more like a rebound, and he deserves better; even though he said he didn't mind, I did!

I'd been distracted all morning thinking about it, and Xeres had noticed and tried to get me to talk to him, I just assured him that I was okay, just sad about moving, and after hugging me tightly he left me alone to my thoughts.

Now it's time to go and I'm a complete mess, leaving everyone behind again is so hard, but I have to do this. Maddox and Xeres take the girls out to the cars, both surrounded by guards, while I say my goodbye's.
When I'm done I can't see through my tears, and Xeres has to help me get into the back seat, he holds me close as we set off towards the airport, and I try not to think at all.

I'm still upset as we board the jet, and I try my hardest to concentrate on making sure the girls are okay, and fed to get my mind off of everything. When we get in the air - like I predicted, the girls fall asleep after being fed - and I go into the bedroom the jet has, after asking Xeres if he wants it first, he assures me he doesn't and I go lay down.

Despite being so upset I manage to fall asleep pretty quickly, I'm pretty shocked when Xeres wakes me to say we're landing, and I immediately think he means in London, but looking outside I see the space needle and jump up realising I'd slept the whole flight, and no one had bothered to wake me. Xeres notices the panic on my face and hugs me, stopping to hysterics for a minute. ''It's okay, squirt, me and Maddox cared for the girls,'' he assures me. ''They slept most of the time anyway, the only time they woke was for a bottle or changing, so they were no trouble, plus you obviously needed the sleep. I tried waking you in London, but you were really dead to the world, the only way I knew you were okay was because of your snoring.'' He teases me, grinning when I scowl at him.