I shattered my own soul

By the water

If you're looking for me find me by the water

Where the waves hit the shore again with such idyllic sound

And I'll be reaching past tomorrow but my feet can't lose the ground

So I'll there watching in disappear

And I'll call you again 

When I've moved to tears

And the end 

But decide untill it disappears

Few still understand us 

But all I need is here

With a nod of your head and a tear

So remember me when you let go

Although I know you won't leave me here alone

I could not say the same for myself dear

So I'll stand here by the water 

Holding your hand and squeeze it tightly as I say 

The drowning hurts less than being in your way

And I blacked blacked out yesterday near the water

When I woke up I was in my childhood home

But I couldn't recognise anything they'd show 

and than I realised that kid in me is dead

That morning I wake up by the water

And the tides has already changed

But I just laid with expressions on my face 

As the salty water hits me like a wave

So remember me when you let go

Although I know you won't leave me here alone

I could not say the same for myself dear

Hii so this is an unfinished song with only guitar piano and cello at the moment but I hope you enjoy it.