I shattered my own soul

the tragedy duet

How many times have I let you down?

What sinfull road have I led you down?

I won't lie

I won't deny

I love you still

but I get it out before I am swallowed by it

So I won't lie

But I need to choose if I''ll love

Or if I'll leave

I am hurting you

I am hurting you while you seemed to be perfectly fine before

so I will leave

But how I love you still

You'll think probably I had it easy

Like I don't imagine you every waking hour

And you'll probably think I hate you

But I still wake up in the morning thinking about you

I never meant to hurt you

But I loved you

And I was too scared of it

And I will always make it all about me according you

And maybe I should have lied

But we're hurt on both sides

But I don't want to see you with him tonight

So I'll love you

and I'll leave you

Both with a broken heart

And I wish we could have said more before we were torn apart

I don't want to say anything anymore because I will hurt you

So we'll leave

Still not sure about who we have been

this is based upon one of my characters in a book, I originally wrote kinda like a song but I am not sure