Familiarity in history

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I look through the shadows of a life left behind

It was beautiful, it still is 

Every stone, every plant tied together by memories he person you thought you knew 

Shining as their youthful self

Their crooked handwriting almost undecipherable


Who was this person 

The person that came before

Were they happy? 

Did they laugh the same way? 

What would they think about me?

Or about themself?


The clarity of familiarity makes way for questions

You find yourself, your very soul in the untidy poems

You also find questions

Were written for someone? 

Were they supposed to be read?

Supposed to be published? 

Was he happy with them?


Who was this person? 

Who was this man?

Did his life go to plan?

Or did he just like the rest of us

Take the wrong turn 

Make it worth it 

With whatever he could earn


Because one thing I know for certain 

He'd make the best of it 

He wouldn't quit 

Would he?


I realise I don't know you very well

But I know you better than I think

I wonder if I am similair 

I wonder whether that's good 

It is, isn't it?

I wonder who you are and who you've been

Because what am I but a child of broken oromises


I wonder whether my children will find my poems and ask

Who I was

Who I wanted to be 

And perhaps who I am 


And than I wonder, these poems...... Would I rather burn them?

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