Loki x Reader

Chapter 20

Weeks had passed since you had returned home, and the weight of Loki's sudden departure continued to linger like a shadow over your life. The once vibrant colors of your daily routine had faded into a muted palette, and the world felt emptier without him by your side.

The days had become a monotonous procession of empty moments, and you found yourself yearning for the laughter, the shared secrets, and the undeniable connection you had experienced with Loki. His absence had left a void in your life that no amount of distraction could fill.

Each morning, you awoke with a sense of longing, your heart heavy with unanswered questions. You had replayed your last encounter with Loki in your mind countless times, searching for clues that might explain his abrupt change in demeanor. It was a puzzle you couldn't solve, a mystery that tormented you day and night.

One evening, as you sat by the window, watching the sun dip below the horizon, a knock on your door broke the silence. Startled, you rose from your seat and cautiously opened the door, revealing Thor standing in the hallway.

His presence was unexpected, and you couldn't help but feel a pang of anxiety at the sight of him. "Thor," you greeted him, your voice laced with a mixture of curiosity and unease. "What brings you here?"

Thor's expression was somber, his eyes carrying a weight of their own. "I need to speak with you," he replied, his voice steady but tinged with sadness. Without waiting for an invitation, he entered your home, and you closed the door behind him.

As you both sat down, a heavy silence settled in the room, broken only by the soft hum of the city outside. Thor cleared his throat, his gaze unwavering as he began to speak. "Loki," he started, "has been struggling with his feelings ever since he left you."

Your heart skipped a beat, and you leaned forward, eager for any insight into Loki's enigmatic behavior. "What do you mean?" you asked, your voice trembling with a mixture of hope and fear.

Thor hesitated for a moment before continuing, choosing his words carefully. "Loki's emotions have been in turmoil," he explained. "He's been torn between his desires and his fears, and it has taken a toll on him."

You listened intently, your heart aching as you realized that Loki's inner struggle mirrored your own. It was a revelation that left you feeling both relieved and heartbroken.

Thor's gaze softened as he looked at you with empathy. "He's been haunted by the thought of losing you," he admitted, his voice filled with regret. "But he's also afraid of the vulnerability that comes with caring for someone deeply."

Tears welled up in your eyes, and you blinked them away, unable to hide your emotions any longer. "Why didn't he tell me?" you whispered, the pain of rejection still fresh in your heart.

Thor sighed, his shoulders slumping with the weight of the truth. "Loki has always been skilled at masking his emotions, even from himself," he explained. "But he cares about you more than he's willing to admit, even to himself."

The room was filled with a heavy silence, the truth hanging in the air like an unspoken promise. You couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions—relief, sadness, and a glimmer of hope. The revelation that Loki had been struggling with his feelings for you brought a sense of closure to your own inner turmoil.

As you looked at Thor, you couldn't help but ask, "Where is Loki now?"

Thor's expression softened, and he replied, "He's still in the Stark Tower, wrestling with his demons. He's afraid of facing you, but I believe it's time for a conversation between the two of you."

You nodded, determined to confront the unresolved feelings that had been haunting both you and Loki. The journey back to the Stark Tower was filled with anticipation and trepidation, but you knew that it was a necessary step toward understanding the complex connection that had brought you together.