Rosé one shot

Act 3: Hard to love

It has almost been a month since Rosé finds Y/N again and one month left for Y/N's experiment to be over. Rosé doesn't know how will Y/N react when she remembers everything but she hopes that this is going to end well. She is very ready to settle down with Y/N. She just needs Y/N to say yes to her.

They are having a great time with each other, just like the two months they had before. They have endless sex and Y/N doesn't have sex with other people ever since one month ago because someone has booked all her hours away. It is crazy how close they get with each other within one month. Something about the blonde makes Y/N feel like nothing else matters as long as she is there. 

Y/N cannot distant herself away from Rosé even if she tries. She has a soft spot for her. She assumes maybe it's because she is pretty, nice and good at sex. Very good at sex. Who can say no to a person who is perfect like that?

"You can't sleep yet. We are only halfway through the movie,"
Rosé is almost falling asleep while laying on Y/N's chest. They are watching a horror movie together at Y/N's apartment. Rosé suggested it. Y/N hated horrow movie but she seems to enjoy it now. Rosé on the other hand, not so much though. She has watched the same movie three times so it is kind of boring to her at this point. 

"It is really comfortable,"
Rosé mumbles and snuggles closer to her.

"I will take that as a compliment,"

"Yes, it is,"

Y/N smiles and rests her hand on Rosé's back to rub it up and down soothingly. 

"You are just making me more sleepy,"

"It is weird how fast we get close to each other in just a month,"
Y/N remarks with a satisfying sigh.

"Do you think it is not a good thing?"

"Not at all...to be honest, I quite like what we have,"

"How so?"
Now, she is sleepy no more. She can't wait for Y/N to tell her how she feels. 

"I haven't told you this before but it is kind of a big thing so just don't freak out, alright?"
Rosé sits up on the couch and puts up a smug look on her face. 

"No promise,"

"Okay...anyway, I woke up form a coma seven months ago and I don't remember anything that happened before. I know I should have been more concerned about my past and tried to find my friends and family back but somehow, I don't feel the need to do that. It's almost like I am relieved to not remember anything and cut off connection with everything before,"

Rosé doesn't know how to respond to that. She is one of the 'things' that Y/N has chosen to forget, isn't it? To hear from Y/N herself that she is relieved to not remember her can be quite embittered to her. It reminded her of the time that she said she was relieved to break up with Y/N during their last therapy session. Was that how she felt? Then she understands why Y/N could not let go of it even after three years.

"What if there is someone you love dearly?"

"Well, I have been in coma for three years. I am sure they have already moved on,"

"Only you think so,"
Rosé mumbles to herself lowly and luckily, Y/N doesn't catch that.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing,"
Rosé brushes it off quickly. 

The next day
Y/N wakes up in Rosé's arms once again. It has become their routine since one month ago. She sleeps really well with the blonde beside her which she finds odd yet it just kind of feels right at the same time. 

She is greeted with the familiar pair of affectionate brown orbs in the big morning again. She likes to wake up in this way rather than having some old men with body odor to wake up to.