WILD FLOWER

william

It was time for me to complete my end of the bargain, but the Knott in my stomach and the look on his face makes me think otherwise,

Is it that bad? He asked with an unreadable expression,

No....I exhaled calmly, calming my nerves,I inhaled a breath and exhaled with that I felt Abit better,

William was my lover I finally let out, I stood there silently waiting for his reaction to this unfortunate revelation, watching his every move as his face changed from shocked to emotionless, now I know am not getting off the hook that easily,

Why did you lie that day? He asked looking at me with a frown on his forehead,

What day? I asked slightly confused,

The coronation day, at the carnival don't you remember? He asked looking down at the railing of our balcony, you could Sense his voice was laced with anger, but he did as much as could to suppress it, I couldn't blame him, what did I expect a smile and a warm hug with a kiss on cheek, I knew this was coming,

Am...so..rry, I forcefully let out, I knew he would be mad but not this much, besides he was an ex lover, I already forgot about him,he could at least try to understand,

Ohk he said looking at me, his expression softened Abit, I guess he saw how devastated I was,

It's ohk rose I understand,but I wish you told me what was going on instead of lieing, it hurt he said his voice low as the night, by now I felt guilty, if I had told the truth I won't have hurt him, one of the things I hated was for someone to be hurt by me,

I love you James I voiced out, I know it was too soon but I do love him, it feels like he was the one for me,

Finally his face formed a smile, you really do? He asked looking at my already reddened face, I can't believe I said that gosh am so embarrassed,

Yes...do you? I asked hoping I would get a positive answer, his face morphed from a bright smile to a smirk, here we go again with the smirk sometimes I want to wipe up that dirty smirk of his,

Sure....what did you expect?he asked with amusement clearly shown on his face,

Nothing I said curtly looking down,

You did not finish our conversation earlier, about your sister, you said you would tell me about everything so....shall we continue?I asked him trying to change the subject, I was starting to feel embarrassed and besides he didn't even say it like I wanted him to,

With a little pause and loop sided grin he said, you don't have to change the subject neither should you be embarrassed to tell me your feelings, especially when I feel the same to, I love you Roseline, he finished off,

I was in awe,I do not know how to respond to this my Lord,why don't we finish the story first I think that would most likely be the best option for us now, till we are ready to express our feelings more, right my Lord? I finished of trying to get away with my reddened cheeks, they always were my downfall before I could say a word my face turns red or show some distaste or delight before uttering a word depending on the situation,

Of course we will he replied shortly.....

Five years ago...........

My mind was still in a daze....what do I do? Where do we meet? I can't even remember who it was, she thought to her self,

I must find out who it is first, then I will see if I can repay the favor, I quickly picked up a piece of paper and an envelope,

Dear secret admirer, I would like to also repay you for this, although I do not know who you are, I would like to meet you, write back where and when I can,I do appreciate the gifts.