ᴅᴇᴄᴇᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:ʙʙᴀɴɢsᴀᴢ[ғᴀɴғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ]

chapter nineteen

𝙷𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚒'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠

To tell the truth is equivalent into losing some parts of me that completes my whole life, showing my flaws and imperfections to Minji is enough but showing the deepest scars of myself is something else.

I don't what's running inside her mind, I don't if she would forgive me and would still love me after all, I don't know if she would still look at me with those eyes full of adoration, I don't know if she would still believe that I ain't perfect, perfect for her.

She was lying beside me and her head was on my chest, actually I was drained for the night but seems like this giant bear needed this rest more than I do. Her arms was wrapped around my waist so tight like she was afraid to lose me, and something that makes me to want her more.

She's the every beat of my heart, she's the only one that loves me because I am totally no one, I only dream of being a model, and because of that dream I get fooled by some sort of fake love. My family was never be a supporter neither a believer, they treat me like a shit, it force me to leave the house, leave a wealthy family since dad was weak and my mom is gone, my step mother and her stupid son took over at everything.

I have no choice but leave, now all of it bought me here, in her arms letting my whole mind because surrounded with the fuzzy feeling of loving Kim Minji.

I never thought I will cry again, but now my tears are flowing freely as my hand is shakingly combing her hair as she fell asleep on my embrace...

"I love you... Maybe all of me is just a lie but my love for you is the only thing I can proudly say that is true... I never lie that I love you, I love you with all of me... Maybe I am a liar , and flawed by design but I'm just a human too my love... I get fooled easily... I'm not willing to make you see my deepest and darkest scars, it will take some time but I hope that never means you're not mine anymore" I said as I lean down to kiss the top of her head

On my surprise she moved and look up at me, she smile at me and press her lips on mine, Minji caress my hair and sigh

"I know you would only tell this when you think I was asleep... " she said as she locked her fingers into mine and she looked in my teary eyes her other hand caress my cheeks wiping away the tears  that caused by my pain "but I can wait... No woman can surpass the love you gave me, I want to know your deepest fears, the scars that bought by a lot of things, I want to heal them because me myself have those too... I love you Hanni, you're the only one my Pham... Let me earn that trust for the truth"  she said and propping my head to kiss her lips, my tears flow again as I reciprocate the kisses, I never knew I was this fool for over a year now I have Minji I knew my worth but the truth was never meant to be know for now.

As we pulled out Minji wipe the tears with the pad of her thumb and smiling at me "baby? " she calls me I open my eyes and see her eyes with love inside "I love all of you... The flaws, the scars everything... Imperfections make you more perfect... I love you" Minji said and kiss my forehead

"I love you too... All of you" I said she laid down beside me and pull me on her embrace, our naked bodies are sharing the warmth, our legs are tangled into one another just like how our heart strings tied the knot tightly

"Do you believe that you're worthy as my wife?" Minji asked me as she kissed my forehead

I sniff her scent, and shut my eye "I was never worthy Min" I mumble as I shake my head "but somehow I want to be yours only... " I said as I look up at her eyes, she had her eyes shut

"You're worthy in my eyes... Sorry for you because in this life I'm not letting you go" she said and hug me tightly, she lift herself up and reach for something on the bedside drawer and took one velvet box as she opened it I saw a promise ring

"What was that for?" I asked

She smile and take my right hand and held it tightly "it was early for us to offer a lifetime commitment, but this ring will stand as my promise" she said I know Minji is a good keeper, she would keep it neatly, she slid the ring on my ring finger and kiss the back of my hand "this is my promise to you, that no matter what your lie was my heart will always love you and even we got separated my heart will always be yours" she said and kiss my lips again.

I look at the ring and press my hand on my chest as I shut my eyes, I love the way she loves me, the promises that I will forever hold into "please... I want your heart to be mine forever... Your love is the only gift that I want until my life ended"  I was crying again

Minji hug me and sigh, I love her so much and I don't want anyone to have the heart that I possessed for my whole life, this love means lifetime and I don't mind having a love like this "it's yours... Nobody else" she said and  rub my back

I keep crying until I get tired, I softly drift into my deepest sleep as Minji just keep hugging me.

𝙼𝚒𝚗𝚓𝚒'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠

I know where our love was leading but I only know my heart was never meant for anyone, if it's not her I don't want it.

I hugged her tightly and follow my love into dream land.

"I love you" Hanni slespily said

"I love you too god knows it" - Kim Minji

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A/n; this was a remake of my tiktok story but in my story is was Chaesoo and I use Minji as Jisoo and Rosé as Hanni

In my story Rosé died at the end but I'm still calculating the possibilities of killing one of them. Still unsure😗