ᴅᴇᴄᴇᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:ʙʙᴀɴɢsᴀᴢ[ғᴀɴғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ]

chapter fourty

𝙷𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚒'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠

I'm here at the side of the hospital bed crying my heart out at the sight of my Minji laying there. She's safe from any harm but then she remained asleep as one bullet crushed her kidney, the other goes from her chest, and fierce until her back and another in deadly spot. She had lose a lot of blood and she looks paler than ever.

I held her hand and cried so hard as I kissed the back of it "I love you... Wake up please" I begged

I don't know what I will do if she didn't make it, if Sunghoon didn't save her from the death that surely waiting ahead of her. She's the only love that I've ever known, the love that got me so happy and inspired. I almost lose her and I almost lose myself from the thought of losing her completely.

I stood up and kissed the corner of her lips, the tube thats connected on her mouth hindering my access into kissing her fully on her lips. I need to be tough right even inner me I was breaking so much from the sight alone. I caressed her cheeks as my tears fell at her skin. I rest my head at her chest softly knowing it will bleed if I press so much pressure.

Her heartbeat. The perfect melody of her heartbeat that I love to hear for the rest of my life. The door opened got me stand straight and I saw her parents and the doctor Park Sunghoon.

"Hey" Taehyung said, I smile weakly as I stare back on my lover.

"Since Mr. Kim and Mrs. Kim are here... I'll be straight forward to all of you" Sunghoon said and sigh "I didn't completely saved her life... I just manage to remove her life from the sure death for a mean time but then... in any moment now her other kidney will fail and the other bullet fierce her lungs... She needed a best treatment and surgery that this hospital can't done" Sunghoon said.

I feel my heart dropped from above down to hell. It breaks hearing it, I thought my girl was safe now but hearing it means her life is still in danger got me cried blood and tears. The chances of losing Kim Minji is higher than the chance of saving her life.

"Her other kidney and her lungs can't support her whole... I need you Mr and Mrs Kim bring Minji in the other side of the globe where she can get the best treatment... Somehow she will wake up later but I hope you're ready to hear her cried in pain because it's really are painful than any other pain" Sunghoon added

Before anyone could speak someone spoke in a gibberish and barely understandable voice.

"Ph.. Physical.... Physical pain... Is.. Better than emotional... *coughs... Pain" I look at the woman who's lying down on her hospital bed and she was wide awake.

She's holding her wounds and crying so hard, as she whimper in pain and I swear it hurts so much seeing her like this.

"Min... Baby... " I muttered as I tried touching her but she move her hand away a sign that she doesn't want me to touch her, but it's okay, she's awake I can hear her voice.

"It hurts... " she mumble as she cried and whined in pain.

I take the courage to settle beside her and pull her head on my chest, on my surprise she didn't fight to pull away. She just lay her head on my chest and and let me embrace her. I take this opportunity to hug her in my arms who knows when is the next time.

"It fuck..ing hurts...so much" she voiced out as she cried so hard in my chest.

I sobbed in the pain on her voice. It was too much that I feel so mas at myself for hurting this soft baby in front of me, but it already happened and taking it back will never change anything. All I can offer and all I can do is to make sure to make it up to her, even if it means I'm going to try harder and start from a scratch again.