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im half asleep rn so this is gonna be bad.

i want to scream, until i aint got no breath left in me, butt my mouth wont let me, it stays shut as if it was actually stitched shut. it bottles up, feeling like a bomb about to go off at any second, but it never does. it cant. it will never break. so instead i shed silent tears, crying in the darkness with no shed tears. just this unbearable feeling that never goes away.