id really hate for someone i know to come across this book- story.. thing
like srsly.. imagine someone knowing what I'm actually thinking
knowing that i have... lets just say depressive episodes
or that I kinda don't know what i am.. what I'm doing with my life
and yes i know I'm still 'young' but does no one else think about their futures?
I've hears from some people (like 3-6 and maybe more) that I'm mature? why?
because i can see when some kids being assholes i can realize it?
because i can understand financial situations?
or because I've known how to cook and clean since i was 6
maybe it was that i have.. 4 younger siblings
and for 3 of them I've looked after them since they were babies, changing, feeding, bathing
I'm not really sure why some people say that
especially since something i want is to be allowed to be a kid... like hanging out with friends and not having to fold three baskets overfilled with clods i need to sort, fold, and distribute along with a mountain of dished overflowing from both sinks onto the whole countertop
if i am mature, which i probably am not, i really don't realize it
and I'm not really sure how i feel about that
anywho.. I'm tired now so imma go figure out what to watch on netflix... i finished she-ra princess of power in 3 days.. there are like 15 eps per season and each goes for 23-25mins so.. what's a few hours of my life wasted... it was 2 seasons yesterday, 2 seasons the day before that and one season today... also catradora is real. when i tell you i watched all 5 seasons wondering when the ship would said i mean it.
ANYWAYS BYE <3333 <333
