Part 128 - I.Hate.Her.

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my little sister is the most spoilt, obnoxious little shit on this planet. Everything she wants, she gets, and i mean EVERYTHING. From our mothers attention to the little things i buy for myself. I'm in my mid-teens and she's 11. i buy myself LOL dolls when i was around 10-11 (with my money i earnt), she took them to school and lost them. that's $36 ill never fucking get back. recently our mum bought milo and hot chocolate, she likes both and i only like milo, she just stormed into my room and demanded i give it to her (i keep all my things in my room because otherwise she will take every. single. thing. i. own.)

as I'm writing this she came back to give me "my milo". OH So now its mine fuckhead? like that little shit has such an attitude. my mum gives her what she wants because she just cant be fucked with her behavior. i cant talk to my mum about the shit going on in my life (my friends, losing friends, crushes, etc.) because she uses it against me later on.

i cant even go to my dads house (parents are divorced and little shit has a different dad- he's not in the picture) and istg i have to have empathy for her -according to my mum and family on her side, because i grew up with a dad and she didn't, I'm sorry, did i ask to have a condescending, asshole, dickhead of a father whose never actually contributed anything substantial to my upbringing? no. what i got was a soon to be ex step mum and 3 younger siblings i had to look after. back onto the matter at hand, she drives me mental, i cannot tell you the amount of times I've wanted to kms because of how shitty she makes me feel.

not to mention when she gets annoyed or feels like annoying me she'll start to bang on my door, i have a sliding door and she's broken it multiple times. once the metal part on the door fell down because of her and fell onto me, hitting my head and arm, giving me a bruise that lasted for weeks on end. there was also a screw sticking out of it so that could've ended badly on my end.

cant even talk to my gf (I'm a bisexual female) because she's always busy doing something or another.

I'm thinking I'm going to need to talk to a councilor at school because fuck, she takes such a toll on my mental health and is so mentally draining that i get constant headaches and physical pain because of it.

my mums sister likes me more than my sister because she uses my mum as a weapon, always saying shit along the lines of "I'm gonna call my mum on you", basically just saying since i don't like what you're saying, I'm going to tell my mum to get you in trouble.


jesus christ this isn't even  a lot but it makes my blood boil just thinking about her and her shit.


would rather be with my dad than here some days

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