49 - Decition

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"What do I do with the baby, Matt?" I asked.

I finally calmed down after a week and today's the day to choose what I'm gonna do.

"I don't know, June." Matt said softly.

"I love babies. But I'm only 20." I said.

"If you wanna keep it, keep it." Matt said.

"But I'm scared, Matt. I won't be able to handle a baby." I mumbled, tears dropping from my eyes.

"Oh June." Matt mumbled softly, hugging me.

I hugged him back as tears continued falling from my eye.

"I'll help you and I'm sure so will Nick and Chris. My mom and my dad will also definitely help." Matt said softly.

"You really think so?" I asked, pulling back and looking at him.

"I know so. I'll be there for you and the baby, if you choose to keep it." Matt comforted me, looking in my eyes.

"Still..." I whispered softly, sobbing.

"Hey, it's your decision." Matt whispered softly.

I sighed deeply and looked down.

"Don't we like... kill a baby with abortion?" I asked.

"Well..." Matt said.

"Definitely not abortion then." I said.

"Either I keep it or put it up for adoption." I said.

"But what if the baby gets put in a horrible family?" I worried.

I sighed before looking back at Matt, in his eyes.

"You wanna keep it. I see it in your eyes." Matt said.

I sighed deeply before nodding slightly.

"There's our answer." Matt said.

"Is it the wrong decision? I'm not even middle-aged." I said.

"That doesn't matter. I know you can do it and I know you will love the baby, so will I." Matt said.

"And so will everyone." He said softly.

"Are you sure?" I asked.

"It's your baby, it's definitely gonna be loved." Matt said and I smiled slightly.

"This is so difficult." I breathed out, laying my head in my arms.

Matt pulled me closer to him and wrapped his arms around me.

"I'm scared. What if we get into a fight and we break up-" I started.

"Hey, we won't break up. I promise." Matt cut me off.

"You keep saying that but a baby, Matt. That's really hard." I mumbled, looking at him.

"Don't worry. It won't be harder then some things I've went through. We'll end up with each other eventually because we love each other." Matt said before kissing my forehead.

"Yeah." I mumbled, putting my head on his shoulder.

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IS IT THE WRONG DECISION?

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