it can't be just me
it's december 2nd
and christmas is december 25th
yet i feel no christmas joy/spirit/feeling
and went i don't feel christmas joy/spirit/feeling, i have a burning hate for christmas music.
i've been so busy that christmas is just sneaking up to me like fucking ghostface.
anyways.
i hate how stressful christmas is bc i have to get presents except when i ask ppl what they want, they're like "i don't know" or "it doesn't matter"
GIRL-
NO
THINK ABOUT IT
DONT REPLY IN LIKE TWO SECONDS
AND IT DOESNT HELP
LIKE
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT?
and like what if i buy them smth and they didn't want it but i didn't know because they said "it doesn't matter".
bitch-
(bro i ranted so fast that i stuttered in my writing, i broke 'they' twice)
anyways
like
if smo were to ask me what i wanted, i'd tell them a generlization so that they know what kind of thing i want but can still surprise me
like whenever i get asked that question my first reponce will always be "books and anything related to musicals"
boom.
it's that easy
my mother told me when i was younger to think of what i wanted and then give my friends smth along the lines of that
UH OH
ROADBLOCK
BEEP BEEP BACK IT UP WE HAVE A PROBLEM
SOME OF MY FRIENDS DONT READ AND SOMEONE *cough cough* (if you read this yk who you are) HATE READING
so i can't get them books.
and like i have one close friend now that loves musicals as much as i do but the last thing i got her was a plastic spoon i think (don't ask. it's a running joke ever since we were like 13.)
anyways
also
i'm broke.
so don't fucking ask for money bc 1) like i said, i'm broke and 2) money is the shittiest gift you could ever give smo. it's like saying "thanks for being my friend but like i didn't want to spend time getting you a gift so i did the bare minimum"
where i'm from
you would always get smo a proper gift and not money (not even gift cards)
i understand if it's a certain holiday or cultures, but not for christmas or wtvr.
also. don't ask me to buy you anything over 40 moneys
i'm broke. (yes i am aware i have a job. but i am paying for other stuff such as my phone. and food?)
anyyyyyyyyyyyywayssssssssssssss
christmas.
i feel like the grinch.
i'm not usually like this. i love christmas. i love the bright snow and the fire. BUT IT HASNT SNOWED
THANKS A LOT GLOBAL WARMING
i love seeing the lights tho
i haven't hung mine up
hell, i haven't even got the tree yet
*sigh*
i need to sleep. like hibernate. like a bear.
anyways
what do you want for christmas?
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MWAH
KISSES AND CROISSANTS 💋🥐
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